suddenly i'm famous and people know my name JANELLE CHAN QIRUI 20/10/1989 Janelle: Sweet, smart and happy woman In one word, you might describe Janelle as a(n) "happy" person. ♥My Friends ♥My Family ♥Myself I love diving with all my heart. We are not perfect, individually. But we'll be perfect, together. I'm loved by some, hated by many, envied by most, yet wanted by plenty!

i don't know for sure where this is going Adelle Ee Ting Evonne a.k.a Bumpkin Jacinta Perrine Stephanie Yvonne Impact Wear thelittletot

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everyone, merry merry christmas eve!! may all wishes come true and may 2007 be a fun, lucky and lovely new year.

ok, i juz finish booking tickets online using my mum's credit card. found out that cathay cineplexes is the cheapest among all cinemas. also the booking fee is $0.50 intsead of the normal fee of $1.00. thus, i shall, from today onwards, start watching movies at cathay cineplexes. haha!! lolx.

waiting for the bbq which starts at 8 p.m. then jon cursed and swear that it will rain damn heavily today. all because im having a bbq!! so mean!! idiot. hahaha.

how i wish i have a x'mas tree at home. i always wanted one. but my um said that it was kinda useless. HUMPH!! haha. i swear im gonna have one in my future house, nicely decorated too!! hehe.
*santa, please grant my tiny wish* =))

wanted to start doing MYOB. but found out that my excel is missing. why? why? why?

yeah. then i remembered reformatting my com once tt time. ARGH!! shit man. why must the virus enter my com? sucky virus. see! now i duno what to do. damn it. i even reviewed the steps of MYOB le lo. then gt the mood to do it. wad the ****!! nvm... i shall begin with my tutorials now so that i dun have to do it another day.

oh ya. then Mel told me ystd that our trip to malaysia was cancelled due the bad floods there. cancelled trip = no malaysia for me this hols. so sad la! stupid rain, stupid flood!!

steph is singing damn loudly now like kuku. so, haha, yeah, she's mad!! she's so great la!! she spilled the water on my mahjong table twice lo. OMG!! shall give her a covered bottle/cup another time she comes my hse. stupid shui tong!! yeah. the bad thing is that we have to clean. here are juz some pics of her on my bed, trying to hide from the cam!! woo~~ but yeah, i still caught some. =)). have a nice time. haha.




so happy today!! bought a crumpler bag which i wanted for like quite long. finally i bought it. lucky the other time i go see nv buy. cuz there is a 10% discount!! wahaha. lolx. den went to heeren today twice. first with steph to havaianas then with na.

this guy served steph and i at first. then i was quite ma fan. tried and tried but cldnt find the one i want. so sad. then wanted this one but heeren doesnt have. so ask tt guy to help us check out for the outlet at the new cathay. he was so nice!! i tried so many but he still smiled!! hahaha. then went to the new cathay but didnt want tt pair cuz steph said it was alrite onli. lolx. we ate pork and garlic sausage & cheesey chicken sausage. it was a liltle salty though. but nt bad!! i like the sausage. haha.

then we went to far east and meet up with na. cuz she wana alter her pants. in the tailor shop. steph and i got bored...




wow!! deja vu was great. it was fabulous!! four thumbs up!! everything happened so smoothly and the show ended with a happy ending. it was another nice movie i watch this year. first was death note. then deja vu.

cant wait to watch death note 2 with my frens!! another clever movie.

smone msg me today asking:
someone: are u going out today?
i replied: why?
someone: no la. cuz i bored ma.
i replied: duno leh. mayb.

it was so weird. this msg is weird. firstly, this person dun ask me out de. secondly, even if this person were to ask, this person would have ask na, steph and all of them too. but why is it that this person did nt ask any of them but onli me? is there something tt i duno gg on? is there???
please dun do small actions. i dun mean to sae anything. juz to play safe. if tt msg were to ask somthing out of me, why cant tt person juz come ask me? why muz tt person do this kinda small actions? ARGH!!!!
[i apologise if u can prove tt wad im thinkin and saying is wrong]

i think there's no end to this whole smokin issue now. ystd, i believe tt u will really quit for me. for all u said, u promised. but today, cuz i went out with some ppl, things becum a lil diff. i dun wana know wad is going to happen slowly. juz show me the reality in one shot.

IM PREPARED!! BRING IT ON!!

ok. let's talk about the weather today. the weather i cooling. yes, tts wad we all want. but raining the whole day makes ppl tired, sian and dun feel like gg out. also, it makes walking damn bu fang bian!! hope the rainy season will stop by sat. cant wait for the bbq on sun!!
*****hope i get nice and cute and useful presents*****

celebrated yvonne's bdae at orchard on friday, 15 dec. she was kinda tired at first. till she saw the cake......




feeling damn emo these days. duno why. mayb cuz of common test then also cuz of tt same old smokin issue.

at times i really feel like giving everything up. but the moment i see u, everything change. i duno why i dun have enough determination to end all these sufferings and a lil bit of happiness. someone said it's because in my heart, there is still you. she said that i do not have enough hatred to end this r/s. true enough, i dont hate u. i juz dislike the things you do. to u it may b something small, something that is part of ur daily life. but to me, it's disgusting. everything u like to do is everything i hate to get near to.

you like to smoke, i hate smokers
you like to spit, i find it gross
you like to make me wait, i dont have patience
you like to shout at me, i hate it when u shout
you like to scold vulgarities at me, i hate to listen to them

all these little things have become a big issue to me. lix said he doesnt know what im doing. ask me accept, i cannot. ask me give up, i cant let go. he's tried to phsyco me tt smoking aint anything bad. yeah, i know. but to me it's very bad. to me, it's something smelly, unhealthy, dirty.

i duno why we have been turning round and round in circles, coming to the same point over and over again, quarreling over the same issue. mayb it's all because of me. u are living happily. happily with me, ur cig, ur lighter, ur frens. but im nt!!! not any happy at all when im with the you who smokes. why?? why can't u juz let me off?? i told u tt we would be better off alone. why wouldnt u believe?? u r makin me so tired, so sad, so disappointed over and over again. everything is repeating itself and we are still in the circle, not at all moving on, do u even realise??!!?? AM I NOT WORTHY ENOUGH FOR YOU TO QUIT FOR ME??!!??!!

i duno wad i wanna do now. all i noe is tt i want u to quit.



continue at your own risk.
i shan't say anymore.
i dun wanna be there anymore.
i wanna move on for now.

I HEREBY ANNOUNCE TO THE WHOLE WORLD THAT I SERIOUSLY, TRULY HATE CIP MODULE.!!!
although all i have to do is to memorise the whole damn thing, i find it so torturing. why? cause everything doesnt make sense at all. i learnt about the types of information systems, intranet, extranet, visual private network and bla bla bla. all these sounds easy rite? wait till u are asked to memorise these whole lot of dead stuffs!!! wad the hell.

i only have two paper left. aft tml's FFA, the core modules are all over.!! yeah!!



i can't wait for friday to come. cuz it's the end of all tests!! ARGH!!!

have been studying for the past few days for C.T. it's so tiring cum torturing la. anyway still have 3 MORE DAYS TO TA HAN till the end of C.T. how i wish it's soon over!!! and it will be.

tml is BSTATS, 1.30 to 2.30, lucky it's open book tests. if nt ah i tink i will faint man. then thurs is FFA. wad the hell muz practice more paper on tml aft the tests. then fri is CIP. sucks la!! i never go for lecture then tut never cover much on theory de lo. somemore no open book on tt. i tink muz memorise like siao de lo.

haiyo better not talk much le. need slepp liao. tml must JIA YOU!!!





QIRUI U CAN DO IT!!! JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!

juz finished studying my BSTATS for common test next week. finally i know how to use that particular formula le!!! wahaha. and then i juz found out tt it's an open book test la!! wad the hell. im so happy now lo. can bring notes in = no meed memorise definitions. hahahaha!!

went swimming in the morning today. then swam more than 10 laps. so happy! haha. felt a sense of achievement man! then juz now drank the celery + tomato + carrot + orange juice. i tell u ah. IT SUCK LIKE HELL!!! thanks to the celery. it really taste damn gross la. then the taste still in my throat!! ARGH!! i swear never to eat/drink anything that relates to celery again!!

tml gonna study again!! everyday study study study. wanna die le. when can i just sit back and relax life? i wanna marry a rich and faithful and loving man!!! hahaha.
my ambition: to be a tai tai

i cant wait to go to malaysia!! eat and shop and play till i drop!! ^_^

it's already about 12 midnight. but what am i doing? i'm supposed to be sleeping. i think i'm crazy!! it's common test soon! sux!! i haven't finished studyin la. gotta go sleep now.

i'm so so so so tired. slept at about 11 p.m. last nite then woke up at 6.30 a.m.!!! then had flag football. but it's damn fun la. haha. we scored 3!! woo hoo~~ lol. then same old story. went for CATS lesson. CATS = creativity and applied thinking skills. [ i tink it's like tt] anyway, tt's nt the main thing. the main thing is tt the tutor is damn damn damn damn nt interesting, nt creative and made the lesson so so boring. i rather have 4 hrs of flag football sia.!!!

nw im so tired. haven even had my lunch!! 3.30 p.m. liao.

it's 4+ now. wah! so full. shit! haven't study for common test la. so sian.

guess what i saw early in the morning today. damn disgusting de la. one man and an auntie both dig their nose in the bus. then i was like standing in front of tt auntie lo. wad the!! duno why people juz duno wad hygiene is all about.

then afternoon went to repair phone with him. wa lao!! the queue damn long la. should be like studying today de lo. eh, hw are u gonna thank me ah?? dinner also nv treat me. cheh. then when paragon to look for my thing. damn irritating la. he there nag nag nag. haiz. guys ah. lolx. aiyo!! actually he pei me go already very good le la. k la k la. thnx!! =) then during our wait, we had some fun, took photos and laugh our ass off doing very very lame stuffs!! hahahaha.





reached home at like 8. so tired. oh ya! someone told me that to make things work, use poison to treat poison. if one person treat u bad rite, and to the extent that u are going to explode, then do something else to mke tt person feel what u are going through. wahaha!! i'm gonna be mean. hehe!!

it's 2.20 a.m now..
and i'm tired..
but i'm still doing this..

[.raindrops.keep.falling.]

hahahahahahahaaha.!!!
i manaed to like my this new layout successful la.
haha..after like quite some time.
feeling so happy now.

also, there is something sad that had just happened.
i also duno why tt 'break-up' words juz came out of my mouth all of a sudden. maybe i was reaaly pissed, sad, disappointed in the things you did. it made me realise tt nothing can be more important than tt. my friend's msn nick was 'when u gain something, u lose something'. and it was quite true. like when u wan this, you lose tt. i duno what is going to happen in the future. all i know for now is that i dun wana hang on anymore if u choose to keep tt habit. i seriously am tired, my dear. i duno if wad im doing is right or wrong. but all i hope for is a miracle. and i know tt i do love you.

another thing is jas juz testi me tt we havent been out for long. yeah!! and i know it too. but it's really getting harder for such a gathering when she is busy and we are too. we'll find somw day though. haha. i miss all my friends!! can we have another gathering soon??