WHEN I'M DOWN, I JUST STOP BEING DOWN AND
BE AWESOME!!
suddenly i'm famous
and people know my name

JANELLE CHAN QIRUI
20/10/1989


Janelle: Sweet, smart and happy woman In one word, you might describe Janelle as a(n) "happy" person.

♥My Friends
♥My Family
♥Myself

I love diving with all my heart.
We are not perfect, individually. But we'll be perfect, together.

I'm loved by some, hated by many, envied by most, yet wanted by plenty!

i don't know for sure
where this is going

Adelle
Ee Ting
Evonne a.k.a Bumpkin
Jacinta
Perrine
Stephanie
Yvonne
Impact Wear
thelittletot

don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

Layout: hasta mañana
Inspiration: balloon.s
Fonts: toomunch
Icons: defying affection
Lyrics: Funny Little World
Others: colour codes





final decision, last chance (Thursday, February 8, 2007 / 1:37 AM)

i finally decided what i want after a break-out tt night. saw some things that i shouldn't have seen. but what to do? when i see the first msg i always choose to continue. blame myself. wadeva~~

tt night went to talk with steph. felt damn sad de. cried all i could and said all i should. then as my best friend, she gave me her best advice. i was told to decide on somethingand go for it. ALL THE WAY!! and not to give up in the middle. then i thought for a night. i know i couldn't let go now. i know i still love him. i dun wanna bluff myself anymore. i noe i want him. tt's all i noe. and i noe i shouldn't let go over and over agn.

[dedicated to oN0~] i have to sae im sorry to have hurt u so much by letting go easily whenever a problem arise. i noe i shouldn't but i juz can't control. things juz comes out of my mouth and never back again. i noe i yearn for u to be perfect when u can't. all this small little things, quarrels, saddness, have made me realise tt i have taken u for granted. and noe tt u wouldn't leave me whenever we break up. i hate myself for taking u for granted. i noe it's not fair, not right for me to do this to u. sorry.

and now... this is the last and fnal decision i have made. i wan things back to normal. i want to give this r/s, myself and you another chance. i hope to make this r/s as happy as before. i wanna make things right again. i noe we can.

lots of love.