why? (Thursday, March 8, 2007 / 9:29 PM)
i know i sldn't be blogging about about this issue ever again. but i just canot take it. another incident happened but i just didnt wana talk about it hoping tt i cld just 4gt abt it. but, sad to sae, i just can't. the other time u left me walking out of the door alone AGAIN. u said u were too tired, but wad mkes u more tired thn me? i had to go over and i had to go hme. why cant u just go dwn and open the damn door for me instead of asking me to wait/open myself?? i seriously dun get it.
ARE U AWARE THAT, HEY!!, IM UR BLOODY
GF OK!!!
is this hw u treat ur gf? i know u will ask me to complain all i want. but is this all u can gv aft a 2 and a half years of r/s? is this all u can do? im sorry, but i duno wad i see in u. y cant u uz treat me like one of ur frens and talk to me more? i know i've been saying this over and over agn but, yeah. wad's the prob between us? there's a lack of communication. COMMUNICATIONS.
FCUKING COMMUNICATIONS!!! do u understand?u dun tok much to me but to many other frens [gals and boys] i juz dun understand. does my face stop u from toking or u juz dun have anything to tok to me? i seriously bloody damn envy couples who can communicate!!!!!!! please.
and again, i seriously dun feel like bringing this thing up. but i juz cldnt take it anymore. can't tke wad i saw, i read. i dun wish to b a kpo. but juz by accidentally lookin at it mkes me feel like gg on.
i seriously thinks tt u dun love me enuf. then... y bother get me the ring? u'll never explain and i'll nv noe. so wad's the point? see, there's a lack of communications.
thanks for reading this post, peeps. i noe it's kinda irritating as it's nt the first time already. i love repeating mistakes and gg around in circles.