Confirmed. (Sunday, April 1, 2007 / 9:05 PM)
I have always been thinking alot. Thinking and thinking about things that i shouldn't be thinking. But still continue to do so and hurt people around me.
I have made this decision. And am always making a decision. I know i said that i would like to give this another try and make things better. However, things doesn't seem to be as good as it sld be. Or rather i would like it to be. Many things have occurred. I shan't sae what they are. Cause saying doesn't help me change all facts to what i want.
I don't know what im doing is right or wrong. Or is it that this decision sld be made earlier ago. You told me not to thank you. Alright, i shan't. But it's the memories that we had made me say so. I don't wanna lie to you. So i was honest enough to express how i feel. But you didnt take the chance to make me change my thinking abt hw i feel. You still continue to be you. The you that have changed.
I hope that i can stand on my grounds and make things stay like what it is right now. And i hope that we ca both live happily w/o the presence of each other. I don't know what i sld say to you. It seems like saying everything is wrong. And when things is said like 'thank you', it can't be taken back. So thnx alot. At least i did have something before. I don't regret, i don't hate. Im sorry for giving you this bad r/s all because of my indecisive actions. I hope i didn't do them. I hope we didn't started.
Whatever it is. Goodbye...
