WHEN I'M DOWN, I JUST STOP BEING DOWN AND
BE AWESOME!!
suddenly i'm famous
and people know my name

JANELLE CHAN QIRUI
20/10/1989


Janelle: Sweet, smart and happy woman In one word, you might describe Janelle as a(n) "happy" person.

♥My Friends
♥My Family
♥Myself

I love diving with all my heart.
We are not perfect, individually. But we'll be perfect, together.

I'm loved by some, hated by many, envied by most, yet wanted by plenty!

i don't know for sure
where this is going

Adelle
Ee Ting
Evonne a.k.a Bumpkin
Jacinta
Perrine
Stephanie
Yvonne
Impact Wear
thelittletot

don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

Layout: hasta mañana
Inspiration: balloon.s
Fonts: toomunch
Icons: defying affection
Lyrics: Funny Little World
Others: colour codes





(Wednesday, September 26, 2007 / 1:54 AM)

first wan show u guys my additional diving pics.
taken by a nt bad photographer.
http://picasaweb.google.com/cczyan/ProjectAWARELiveaboardRemovalOfCrownOfThorns
ENJOY!

second, someone sent me an email.
No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE.
No one stays in love by chance, it is by WORK.
And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE.

and baby, our r/s hangs on by work.
if nobody do nth, then there's definitely no love.
u onli know hw to sae go here go dere.
tt time sae sentosa till now u didnt ask.
i seriously dun wad more sld b done.
lethargic.

third, was quarreling with him again.
felt damn empty.
this whole r/s.
yes empty.

when was the time u made me feel surprised.
when was the time i cried cuz i was too happy.
when was the time when u hug me and sae u love me.

dere's nth memorable in this r/s i can think of.
it's so empty.
so insecure.
fear tt u will go to ktv lounge agn.
fear tt u flirt with gals online agn.
fear tt u will go out with gal and hug them to sleep.

everything u do makes me fear.
this whole r/s makes no point fr us to carry on further.
but why am i still stuck stubbornly.

i know u love me i noe tt u care.
but u dun make me feel loved.
do u understand??
no surprises.
no laughter.
no communication.

so empty.

i wan tok to u, u dun wan answer.
i wan to nice to u, u fierce.
ask me dun bullshit.
den wads the point?

im holding ur hand.
but im feeling nthing.
is this wad im supposed to be feeling?

i duno.

i duno wad i wan also.
i juz dun wan to feel so empty.
like im living a life of my own.
no sweetness, onli bitterness.



this r/s is filled with black and white.