suddenly i'm famous and people know my name JANELLE CHAN QIRUI 20/10/1989 Janelle: Sweet, smart and happy woman In one word, you might describe Janelle as a(n) "happy" person. ♥My Friends ♥My Family ♥Myself I love diving with all my heart. We are not perfect, individually. But we'll be perfect, together. I'm loved by some, hated by many, envied by most, yet wanted by plenty!

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haiz..
tell u smthing..
smthing kinda confusing for me..
i wanna chg it..
but i duno if i sld chg it..
it's kinda troublesome if i do..
i need to re-do..
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sld i chg my blog skin??
hahaha..

lolx. altho i feel like chgin but i dun have the energy to do it. nt tt im tired, it's juz tt it's kinda troublesome. haiz. hw i wish i can juz the skin w/o having to re-write anything agn. have to edit the profile, copy & paste the links. bla bla bla. so ma fan. 4gt it!! shan't chg it. anyway this is new. haha.

didnt go for rev. lect. today. juz because it's CIP and also cuz im tired. but i did managed to study all by myself this whole afternoon. honestly, i had a hard time settling myself down to study. here's the story.

i woke up at 12. then went to tke a bathe. after tt i cook this instant bee hoon. YUCK!! i swear my maid's bee hoon is nicer. lolx. i still finished it anyway. at this point, it was 1.30. then i went to get my study stuffs and tried to start. YES!! i managed to start. but... i felt sleepy aft readin the very first sentence. it was then 2. then i made coffee but it sucks. so poured it down the basin and made a new cup. and FINALLY, i started. all the way till 6 --> dinner time!!

this is today. 30th January 2007.

went to east coast today for the BA Zest event. cycling/blading at east coast. so i chosed to blade. damn shiok la. all the sweat, the rain, the tiredness, everything. so shiok. cant wait for my body to ache tml. haha. u guys muz be thinking "eeee. bian tai." haha. u're wrong. it feels gd to feel pain after a day activities. tt means tt u have excercised. haha!!

now damn tired. slept at 2 last night then today 10+ wake up le. lolx. now eyes damn pain. lucky next week onli monday need go sch!! haha. so happy!! can start studying le. then muz pia all the way. JIA YOU!!

going thai soon. tot of buying stuffs from there then sell on blog. asked steph about it and she sae ok. haha. but it aint easy doing business.
what if ppl dun wanna buy?
what if ppl not interested?
what if ppl find price too high?
what if this, what if that.

doing business online aint easy, but it's worth trying. it doesnt matter if we fail doing it, all we want to gain from it is the experience. so i shall do it no matter what. just wait people!! it'll be up one day.

hmm. today feelin kinda moody + dun wanna talk. mayb cuz of the weather. tt's why im feeling like that.

then today morning de rain make the weather so cold. even the bus is affected by the cold weather. the air-con in the bus was so damn cold!!! it made my feet numb and my specs to turn misty the minute i got out of the bus. my feet has pins and needles. and im not at all jokin ok. i felt the numbness.have smthing to sae but think i shant say. shant be mean to some ppl. lolx.

today's mood = irritated, tired, cold, restless, dun feel like talking.

on my way back home, i fell asleep in the bus. being damn tired, i couldnt control myself and fell into a sweet sleep thruout the journey. when i reach home, i duno if i sld slp or not. kept thinking if i sld slp. lolx. asked my bro and maid. both sae dun slp. ARGH!! going to collect my stuffs i bought online at dhoby ghaut. so happy!! haha. an excuse to go outta the house. lolx.

gonna meet na and steph late at night later, mayb about 10+. so happy!! cuz very long nv see them le. then lookin forward to have our lady's chat ltr. haha. gonna gossip about u soon. yes u!! the one reading!! yes!! haha.

im juz joking. we dun gossip. we are kind people. er hem!! sorry, it's me, not we. hehehehe. bye!!

hey peeps!!

exams are cumin soon. gonna start studying soon. bet u guys de exam also reachin le [except for na, mayb in progress le] anyway, GOOD LUCK nutty!!! may u score with flying colours back for me to see. haha.

have already started parts of miec. gonna work damn hard for FFA. muz score at least a B if not i wanna cry liao ah. haven touched STATS yet. haiz. forget it. i will, one day.

ohh. heard a kinda sweet love story lately and felt tt my love story is so different from wad i heard. thus, i can conclude that diff. ppl have diff. story. haiz. but why is mine so sad. nv been asked 'legally' to be someone's gf. ARGH!! hw i wish my life can be more exciting, filled with extra romance. wahaha!! i want a perfect love life. tts all i ask for.

*chinese new year resolution --> more romance, more love, more exciting life. [i have been a very very gd girl for year 2006, so please grant my little wish]*

hahaha.=Pp. juz wana be unique.

just finished my e-portfolio thingy for CIP which ithink is damn stupid + waste of time. i have to like write about my learning journey in NP. it is so dumb to do something liddat. anyway i have done it but cant view it on my laptop due to some prob with microsoft doc. I WANNA CHANGE A LAPTOP!!!

currently watchin laws of attraction. the show dont have subtitles so must listen attentively as i cant really catch what they are saying unless there are subtitles. seriously, i suck at listening to them speak. haha. gonna study and finish my FFA tut tml. it's gonna be tough.

next week last lect. for miec and last 2nd lect. for FFA and BSTATS!!! hope everything end soon!! cuz i wanna have fun. and im going overseas!!

WOOHOO~~~ can't wait to be there.

shopping list for me:
1. more feminine clothes (not t-shirts)
2. more shorts
3. necklaces
4. black ring
5. golden brown nail polish
6. shoes
7. prezzies for my frens
8. wadeva new comes to my mind

that's all folks!!

today damn suay. got S&W then also had flu. so damn xin ku. then last nite sore throat damn pain. pain till i wake up in the midnight. so jia lat. then morning b4 going to school wanna go 7-11 buy strepsils but damn lazy to walk over la. then drag till i reach sch then buy. lucky today coach late. hahaha. the damn 74 took 1 hour de journey la!!! so bloody long. haha. juz 15 min longer than normal er yi la. hehe.

then went pasam malam with him juz now. he so gd la. nv fa pi qi. cuz ask him cum my hse here de pasam malam. if it was in the past he would have disagree. i think now we liddat better. cuz he show more care and concern. i dun wana go back and then let him have the chance to flare up, throw temper any-o-how. i duno why. i feel happy.

hmm..wad shall i tok abt next? oh ya.heard the news juz nw. saying abt how many % accept gays. then done a survey on gays again. actually i got no opinion against gays. they are still human after all right? the only diff between us and them is tt they like people of the same sex. but what is wrong with it? i dun see any fault with being gay. actually they are nice people who stands up for their friends, families and loved ones. they dun run away when friends are in need. they are real great people. =)

tml having last graded table topic!! finally OCOM can be put down. CIP PBL over. OCOM test over. more to com --> FFA, miec, BSTATS.

JIA YOU!!!

currently in the sch's library using the com dere.
so why am i here?

well...cuz im supposed to be here studying for my OCOM test ltr at 5.30-6.30. however, it's obvious tt im nt. sitting at this little corner with this DELL computer. perrine poh poh at my right, yvonne sim at my left, toh ah xin behind me. to be true to u guys, they are now talking instead of studying. haha. what does this show? it shows that they do not give a damn about OCOM.

seriously, i duno wad the hell are we studyin OCOM for. for ur info, OCOM is oral communication. since its oral, why are we having written test?? i'd rather have like 10 table topics la!!! juz hope that we dun have to be tested 'writtenly' for OCOM!! ARGH!!

shall nt argue abt whether we shld have it or not. cuz it wont help in any way. and nw they arguing abt lect. and stuffs.

IM SO BLOODY BORED NOW IN THIS LIBRARY!!

waiting for the time to past...
1 min..
2 min..
3 min..
4 min..
5 min..

and now it's only4.30 pm. another hour left!! *juz let time pass as fast as possible so that OCOM can be over soon. and i mean REAL SOON!!

few days has past, and i've been thinking. i duno if u will read this post or not but i've got something to say. that day was the first day i really gave everything up by walking out of that door. i duno if wad im doing was right, all i noe is that i want this r/s to end clear-cut.

i've been trying hard, trying hard to stand strong. pls let go of all this. pls dun come and tell me that u are saving this whole thing. i can tell u, u're not!! u claimed that u are, but over and over again, u save this r/s by wanting me back but not trying to understand wad has happened. u try to quit because i told u and want u to do so, not because u urself is willing. that explains why u always cant succeed in quitting.

i myself also have a part to blame. always giving u chances even before u really quit. now that u have taken me for granted. now that u are expecting that i will be back. let me tell u this!! i wanna stand strong on my grounds. i wanna let u noe that im nt for granted. i dun wanna enter this whole r/s again. and i noe that u haven't changed a bit.

u once told me that "to succeed in love is not to find the correct person but to learn to love that person you found". however, the prob between us is that u never learn to make me happy. u never learn to do those little things. u assumed that those things are only meant to be done by me, not u. and i have told u before that in a r/s, it is impossible for one person to do everything. both muz come tgt. sometimes i gv,u tke. sometimes u gv, i tke. but what have u learnt other than bringing me back into this r/s and quarrel again? ?

i have tried to make u happy. i have done all i can do. im sorry to have hurt u over and over again. i seriously wan u to think it over, which is best for both of us.

[the lights in the theatre.damn nice]

THE END