WHEN I'M DOWN, I JUST STOP BEING DOWN AND
BE AWESOME!!
suddenly i'm famous
and people know my name

JANELLE CHAN QIRUI
20/10/1989


Janelle: Sweet, smart and happy woman In one word, you might describe Janelle as a(n) "happy" person.

♥My Friends
♥My Family
♥Myself

I love diving with all my heart.
We are not perfect, individually. But we'll be perfect, together.

I'm loved by some, hated by many, envied by most, yet wanted by plenty!

i don't know for sure
where this is going

Adelle
Ee Ting
Evonne a.k.a Bumpkin
Jacinta
Perrine
Stephanie
Yvonne
Impact Wear
thelittletot

don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

Layout: hasta mañana
Inspiration: balloon.s
Fonts: toomunch
Icons: defying affection
Lyrics: Funny Little World
Others: colour codes





so bloody pissed off!! (Tuesday, February 27, 2007 / 8:48 PM)

i'm so bloody pissed off!!! wad the f*ck.
ok. first, my maid told me ystd tt she will cook this dish which i wann have for my dinner today. when i got home, the first thing i did was to open the fridge and look for tt dish. however, i could not see it. so i went to ask if she had cook tt dish or not. and she sae nope. JUST BECAUSE MY SIS DIDNT WANNA EAT!!!! so wad does it means?? my sis dun wan = i dun wan is it?? i was so bloody pissed off. i skip outside dinner all because of tt dish which she said she will be cooking. but as i was so damn lookin forward to it (and almost quarrelled with him cuz im going home early becuz of this dish) she didnt cook it.

I AM SO BLOODY PISSED AND DECIDED TO SKIP DINNER!!!

anyway, she said sorry. and im a lil guilty cuz of it. (doesnt mean im not angry)
wadeva it is. she better cook wad she promised the next time. damn!! lucky we didnt quarrel, if nt it's gonna be DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN sian again.

ok. about today, celebrated perrine's belated bdae today and treated her to pizza hut. then went for meeting in sch at 4 and waited for the rest till 5+. plan a whole semester of events!! gonna be busy thruout man!! [stomach growling] lookin forward to cable skiing!!! wahaha. [no choice but to eat bah hwa] hmm. gonna watch show le!! bye peeps!!!

My new online biz opens!! (Sunday, February 25, 2007 / 11:10 PM)

HEY PEEPS!! FEEL FREE TO TAKE A LOOK AT MY NEW ONLINE BIZ @ www.reve-e.blogspot.com

so glad tt it can finally start. and please do give ur full suport. =)))
ok. back to usual topics. chit chat with my mates last nite. so happy!! cuz went overseas then get to see them. ALSO!!! I MISSED THE MAHJONG SESSION. wth!! damn it. i dun care!! must make up to me and have a mahjong session some time later again alright!!

gonna go catch a movie tml and clean my teeth. been using my home whitening kit for the past 2 days but it didnt seem to be any better. haiz. maye few more days later it'll be better, much better. haha.

wtf!!! nt watchin the damn movie tml le la. wadeva la. f*ck it man!!! damn u. ARGH!!! !@#$%^&*(). SHITTY BOOTY BLOODY MOODY NADDY DUNKY DOODY U.

flying!! (Sunday, February 18, 2007 / 11:15 PM)

will be in bangkok in about 13 more hours..
gonna miss my bestmates lotsa!!
and also, not forgetting, oN0.

been trying to call him but he just didnt pick up the phone. so all i did was send a msg to him and hope he will see it before i fly and give me a call.

sleeping soon. looking forward to tml. HAHAHAHA!!!
bye guys!!

some pictures!! (Friday, February 16, 2007 / 7:03 PM)

hey peeps!! it's new year!! (tml) haha. first i would like to greet everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! good luck to everyone. and hong bao many many!!!

had a new hair cut for new year. although it ain't as nice as before, it still can be seen. haha. just spent a make up v.day ystd with him. guess what i received? roses? chocalate? card? hahahaha. NONE OF THEM!!

only a ring. a ring that ties us together and make us feel the presence of each other when we look at it. it's red in colour, made of swarovski crystals. ain't he sweet. wahaha. although diamonds are a girl's best friend, it's fine to get crystals at times. hehe. =)) too bad we didn't take any photos. but there's still another time.

went out just now to look for bags. found some but dun have the colour i want. haiz. so went home. damn hungry now. oh ya!! there's so many people at orchard. OMG!! are people nowadays so free and rich?? lolx.. shop shop shop. i was there because i'm lookin for something la. saw chun kiat's sister then thought of the quarrel we had when i was still in peicai. haha. come to think of it, i was quite childish then. lolx.

some random pics.. enjoy!! I NEED PHOTOSHOP BADLY. ANYONE HAS THEM??




this version is the thirty days trial. think im gonna buy one copy. haiz. blame technology!!


happy v.day!!! (Wednesday, February 14, 2007 / 7:31 PM)

hey peeps!!
it's valentine's day today.
wish everyone be as happy today.
i'm happy cuz he msg-ed me 12 am last night wishing me happy v.day.
happy cuz i noe tt there is something i missed.
and happy cuz i'm goin to make it up tml!!!
and yeah. im going to catch a movie tml and treat tml as v.day.

hehe. looking towards tml all because it's my last paper too. FINALLY after 4 days of exams i'm getting sick and tired of it. dont feel like studying for tml's paper but i have to because it's the FINAL ONE AND ALSO MY CORE MODULE!!! argh!!! oh shit. *hope steph doesn't see this post or she'll yell at me. but nvm!! steph, i noe u can do it!! jia you jia you. think of friday aft ur last paper u gg out then because of tt mus jia you!! =))

just wanna wish everyone happy v.day!! and to my oN0, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY BABY!! love you lotsa. muacksssssssss---------- =))

[im falling into ur arms again]

finally 2 down, 2 to go (Tuesday, February 13, 2007 / 6:20 PM)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
so happy, cuz soon soon and soon very very soon, which is two days later my exams will finally be over!!!! hehe. whew~~ it feels just like a year. lolx. not trying to exaggerate but yeah, i feel that way.

can't sleep early each day = tough time spent thruout the 2 hrs of exam. wanna sleep but i know i can't cuz hey, i've got a paper to do!!! must stay awake. finally slept like pig just now. haha. feeling much better. today think 8 pm go to bed. haha. early but yeah, i have to.

having CIP paper tml but just don't feel like memorising anything feel like just stop and go for the exam. finish it and shout YEAH!!! =PP

oh ya! valentine's day is coming le. shall wish all couples happiness and lesser quarrels/arguements. haha. hope we can compromise more and avoid as many quarrels as possible. hmm.. wonder what i'll get. cheh!! maybe even nothing. lolx. hehe. guess have bahx. cuz he's a MR. nice guy ma. haha. presziess pe - leaseeeee. keke.

going to catch a movie on thurs. wanna watch mr norbit and laugh my ass off. wahaha. miss all my friends!! wanna have another gathering... but ... who's gonna plan. hahaha!!! TEE YUE - YOUR JOB. lolx. bye bye

[TAG REPLIES]
NA - hey, sry. didnt wanna ask so many ppl out. then u also busy with work somemore. so didnt wanna bother, alright. smile!! my exams gonna b over soon!!!

STEPH - a virus is something tt slow down ur com? wahaha. i forgot!!! haha. god bless me. hey!! we got a customer le!! wahaha. thnks to beaut.

JAS - hey, sry. didnt wanna ask so many ppl out. but can ask me anything u wan on our nxt night out. alright?!! =))

final decision, last chance (Thursday, February 8, 2007 / 1:37 AM)

i finally decided what i want after a break-out tt night. saw some things that i shouldn't have seen. but what to do? when i see the first msg i always choose to continue. blame myself. wadeva~~

tt night went to talk with steph. felt damn sad de. cried all i could and said all i should. then as my best friend, she gave me her best advice. i was told to decide on somethingand go for it. ALL THE WAY!! and not to give up in the middle. then i thought for a night. i know i couldn't let go now. i know i still love him. i dun wanna bluff myself anymore. i noe i want him. tt's all i noe. and i noe i shouldn't let go over and over agn.

[dedicated to oN0~] i have to sae im sorry to have hurt u so much by letting go easily whenever a problem arise. i noe i shouldn't but i juz can't control. things juz comes out of my mouth and never back again. i noe i yearn for u to be perfect when u can't. all this small little things, quarrels, saddness, have made me realise tt i have taken u for granted. and noe tt u wouldn't leave me whenever we break up. i hate myself for taking u for granted. i noe it's not fair, not right for me to do this to u. sorry.

and now... this is the last and fnal decision i have made. i wan things back to normal. i want to give this r/s, myself and you another chance. i hope to make this r/s as happy as before. i wanna make things right again. i noe we can.

lots of love.

will be back!! (Wednesday, February 7, 2007 / 2:38 PM)

my blog says: im rotting here!!!
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
owner replied: well, don't feel that way. i'll be back!! HAHAHA...

~~ GONE WITH THE WIND ~~
[ilovemytoot]