the nite under the lamp post. (Friday, November 30, 2007 / 12:08 AM)
a conclusion is met.
4gt and move on.
may be the easiest way out for either of us.
i hope i can do wad i said.
4gt...
remembering those promising words.
those smile.
and the gdbye's.
all over agn.
haha.
easy as it may seems.
but who knows wad's inside me.
all thnx to mr goh jie bin for searching jokes around the net.
and sharing them with me to keep my emotions in control.
ONE OF THE JOKES...A lecturer teaching medicine was giving a classoom observation. He took out a jar of yellow liquid. "This," he explained, "is urine. To be a doctor, you have to be observant of color, smell, sight, and taste."
After saying so, he dipped his finger into the jar and put it into his mouth. His class watched in amazement, most in disgust. But being
the good students that they were, the jar was passed, and one by one, they dipped their finger into the jar and put it into their mouths.
After the last student was done, the lecturer shook his head. "If any of you had been observant, you would have noticed that I put my second finger into the jar and my third finger into my mouth."
isn't it funny? lol.
AND ANOTHER - HOW TO CONTROL A GUY?
A couple were married and, following the wedding, the husband laid down some rules.
"I'll be home when I want, if I want, and at what time I want," he insisted. "And, I don't expect any hassle from you. Also, I expect a decent meal to be on the table every evening, unless I tell you otherwise. I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing, and card-playing with my buddies whenever I want. Those are my rules," he said. "Any comments?"
His new bride replied, "No, that's fine with me. But, just understand that there'll be sex here at seven o'clock every night... whether you're here or not."
HAHAHAHAA....
definitely a good way to keep ur man.
CREDITS -
goh jie bin.
GATHERING PEEPS!!! (Wednesday, November 28, 2007 / 7:20 PM)
hey people..
listen up.
the RADIO is back.
and since our last gathering only 3 attended, let's ave another one.
before hols??
after hols??
juz one night gathering at prata (tho prices increased it's still our usual hangout)
hahahaha.
or any other place u guys prefer.
can tell me which week u guys prefer?
1 DEC, sat, night?
3 DEC, mon, night?
8 DEC, sat, night?
or last option : after exams?
15 DEC, sat, night?
please inform me on MSN or by MSG.
and to tee yue - i have made the effort, sucker.
hahahaha.
stuck in between ( / 11:49 AM)
duno where to start and how to start.
give it a try?
then mayb it works out = good for us.
then mayb it doesn't work = more unhappiness.
mayb it's juz too fast.
i still have phobia.
fear of ppl betraying my trust again.
fear of being left in a corner, neglected.
fear of being treated like shit.
fear of calling someone to cry.
i keep thinkin tt things won't work out.
w/o even trying things, i already have no faith.
the previous impact was too big.
mayb i need assurance, secure and more attention.
u handle things as they come.
i see things beforehand and prepares for the worst to come.
and mayb it's not strong enough.
but nth is done further to see if it strengthens.
i seriously duno wad to do anymore.
but for sure, im moving closer.
the night of 18 (Sunday, November 18, 2007 / 7:05 PM)
celebrated jie bin's birthday last nite at his hse.
was kinda like a surprise.
wonderif he's been surprised!!
lol.
saw so many presz given to him.
of cuz ours was the best.
it's his own foto can!
wonder when he did those fotoshoots.
hahahahaha.
anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR GOH JIE BIN!!
hope you can be as famous as jay chou one day. yeah.
haha. and dun worry.
nxt time odd numbers sure wun call u ok.
till u have found urself an even. lol
im so tired nw.
have to finish my homework for next week but im juz too lazy to do anything.
it was so promising.
everything u said.
i was so touched.
and only left with a choice - believe.
i admit tt i was wrong to sae tt it was a g***.
i juz cldnt find a word and this blurted out.
im sorry.
i dun wana play g****.
i dun wana lie.
hw i wish forever could stay at tt very moment.
haven't felt like that for a very long time.
everything, so sensual.
misses...
internet down (Thursday, November 15, 2007 / 3:45 PM)
not being able to go online nowadays.
due to lose internet connection.
missed chatting online.
so inconvenient.
can't do e-learning.
can't do research.
worst thing of all, i can't chat online.
though net nt doing well, life's still good.
i noe wadeva i sae at this point of time is useless to u already.
i duno wad else i can do or i muz do.
all i can sae is sorry for giving u the wrong thinking.
my mind is bursting now.
common test around the corner.
so many things to do.
so hungry now.
i miss you-- so quiet
To view my sis wedding dinner --> http://picasaweb.google.com/cczyan/WeddingNight
To view my sis wedding day --> http://picasaweb.google.com/cczyan/WeddingDay
ENJOY!!!
where is it going (Sunday, November 11, 2007 / 11:52 PM)
it's been long.
always duno wad i want is my trademark.
even till now.
so many things to complete.
so little time.
the night under the clouds.
no stars in the sky.
nt forgetting 2 reporters.
well, waiting for the season to tone down.
like wondering when it's striking.
who knows.
let's wait and see.
feel so tired now.
so sleepy.
so shag!
dun feel like going sch tml.
dun feel like doing hmework tml.
dun feel like studying at all.
juz wana slack at hme the whole day.
whole life.
but it ain't possible.
so long nv meet up with the gangs.
wonder hw's their life.
wonder hw they have become..
lol!!!!
can we have gathering like soon SOON
SOON!!!
Are you? (Tuesday, November 6, 2007 / 12:23 AM)
duno why i have this funny feeling lately.
is someone avoiding me?
or is it juz tt i think too much?
hw cum i feel so heaven in one moment and back to hell in another.
like hello??
wad is this supposed to mean?
is this wad frens are supposed to be doing?
is this, huh?
so many qns but juz no ans to anything.
didnt wanna probe anything juz afraid of this simple sentence.
"yes, im avoiding u."
wad is there to think abt?
wad is there to avoid abt?
why is there such a sudden impact?
so many WHYS.
but who can answer me.
so paranoid, so lethargic of thinkin and wanting to noe the answer.
i juz dun understand.
it's complicated. (Monday, November 5, 2007 / 12:43 AM)
life is so conplicated.
why can't one juz live life as simple as possible.
one brain but so many branches.
one head but so many thoughts.
one mind but so many pictures.
how can one ever piece every thinking together into one.
it's just so impossible.
why bother thinkin, bothering about things which doesn't give an answer.
juz so bothering.
all in the mind.
headache.
tml having lesson at the ACM (asian civilisation museum)
and NP students actually get
FREE admission to all
MUSEUMS in singapore!!!!
ain't NP students juz have so many privileges??
ain't you feeling lucky to be an NP student.
well, it's juz for u to listen, think and forget.
im nt expecting any answers.
thanks.
