merry X'MAS! (Tuesday, December 25, 2007 / 1:25 AM)
HOHOHO!!
merry x'mas everyone!
hope u guys had fun counting down.
and may all wishes come true.
and to joanne: u can sing the x'mas song for ur whole life.
no worries.
'all i want for x'mas is my 2 front teeth, my 2 front teeth!!!'
hahahaha.
my supervisor gave me a x'mas present!
so nice of her.
make me feel like working on again.
haiz. haiz. haiz.
wonder wad's gg to happen.
cant wait for 26 dec!!
blading!!
when. (Sunday, December 16, 2007 / 1:56 AM)
when will when come.
it's been long.
long since when.
u made me love u.
u made me cry.
mayb it's fate.
fate that when doesn't come.
fate tt when nv wasn't when.
last paper tml! (Wednesday, December 12, 2007 / 8:36 PM)
yeah!
it's my last paper tml.
taxation.
today's paper wasn't really gd.
did last minute work and woke up at 4am today.
juz to memorise those stuffs.
and last minute memorisation doesn't work for me.
i juz 4gt most stuffs during the paper.
hoping for the best now.
aft my paper tml im like going out!!!!
so can't wait for the paper to end soon SOON!
the paper shall end at 12.30 sharp tml!
and wad's best is im gonna sleep early today.
im juz too tired.
also gg out on fri with tee yue the irritant.
but i have to control my spendings before my pay arrives.
but the x'mas sale is making me go CRAZY!!!
juz can't wait for hols to come.
celebrations, slacking, and work.
just enough to keep me occupied.
yeah.
and i have to go back to study again.
last chapter before bed!!
2nd paper of CT. (Monday, December 10, 2007 / 10:44 PM)
it's the 2nd paper tml.
RFA - my core module.
started studying only today afternoon 2 pm.
was struggling throughout and im still not done studying.
too much info for me.
blame myself for starting so late.
bud wad's the point now.
slacking for a moment now.
and studying agn mayb ltr but definitely tml.
before my paper starts at 4pm.
wad a late paper.
and then nxt day starts at 8.
wad the hell??!!
anyway everything will be over on thurs 12pm!!!
soon soon SOON!
can't wait for thurs!
then i'll be gg out and shopping as usual.
better get some bucks frm mama.
in case no money for christmas presents.
know wad im gonna do for those peeps im mtg on christmas.
sld i also get smthing for .
still thinkin.
nt expecting anything in return.
juz a small token of love for christmas.
=)
and yeah. joanne's as bored as i am.
hahahaha.
STUDY MAKES ME GO
CRAZY
study. (Friday, December 7, 2007 / 11:38 PM)
juz had 8 hours of study today.
so happy i finished studying.
st least i didnt slack and nv go back.
had some breaks in between then went back.
still thinkin, still missing.
when can this end.
tml's paper at 8.30.
wish me luck.
night Qman.
missing. so much so much... ( / 12:45 AM)
it's goodbye to nightwalks.
night talks under the lamp post.
under the sky by the sea.
and on the bus back home.
it's been days w/o talks on fone.
w/o msging saying misses.
w/o messenger conversations.
mayb it's juz too late for everything.
juz too at the wrong time.
juz not at this moment.
i've tried and really tried.
thinkin of hey frens again.
thinkin of wad wld it b like if nth happened.
thinkin of when it faded.
and also thinkin if wadeva said was true frm the start.
i didn't believe at first but fell for it ltr.
then it was gdbye.
hw nice the fairytale story ended.
mayb it was juz a dream all this while.
juz a nightmare.
juz a game.
nobody knows and i dun wana noe.
it was juz enough.
hitman. (Tuesday, December 4, 2007 / 12:26 AM)
went to watch hitman juz now.
was nice but didnt really understand.
juz cldn't catch their language.
they juz speaked too fast.
had DA YAN gene to explain to me the scenarios.
and yeah, he fell asleep. haha.
chair was kinda uncomfortable, even jb felt so.
sch tml at 12.
like so early and till 6.
oh my god.
tot cld study today, so brought my notes.
end up shopping and watching movie.
haha.
so miss the gang.
when can we meet again.
shall we have a chalet?
a girl's night.
had social psychology today.
and u noe wad?
the tutor talked for the whole 3 and a half hours.
oh my god.
lesson starts at 8 A.M.
yeah, tt's early.
and lucky the tutor's language is understandable.
not hard to catch.
mayb i sld watch more eng series/movies.
tml sch's agn.
can't wait for hols to come.
k-boxing!!
smthing's wrong with blogger. (Sunday, December 2, 2007 / 5:33 PM)
i rmbered blogging this jon entry last nite.
askin him to stop and wadeva.
but today morn i came back to my blog.
and realised the entry is missing.
lol.
mayb it's fate tt i sldn't blog abt him and ask him to stop.
i also duno.
feeling so tired.
juz feel like going overseas again.
feel like going DIVING!!
when then can i go tke my advance.
stupid joanne and he ming.
decide one diving so diff.
dumbshit!!
hahaha.
no la, no point forcing ppl who aren't interested.
then tee yue so wanna go but can't.
haiz. this is so bad.
when can i ever find someone who shares the same interest as me.
it's juz so hard.
nobody can stop me frm diving.
not even my mother.
the experience and fun underwater is just so hard to describe.
juz so enjoy all my dive trips esp. live on board dive trips.
days are gettin so bored as exams are cumin near.
as usual, i still miss my prata best mates.
still miss shopping.
and miss parties and clubbing with all the dumbasses.
mayb aft exams bahx.
i always miss the sight of sea turtles.
it's the end of the road. (Saturday, December 1, 2007 / 12:06 AM)
so tired now.
still have to do homework tml.
lucky i've gt no work.
feeling damn sleepy, lethargic, moody.
i feel like going to east coast or esplanade again.
or mayb the ice skating ring.
juz sit there and daze.
but i can't.
having exams next sat.
first paper and i've nt even started.
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it seems like it's easy for -.
so easy.
it seems like -'ve forgotten.
totally forgotten.
it seems like everything to - is juz a dream.
why can't - tke things as lightly as -.
why is this so.
can i juz close my eyes and stay in my dream foreva?
one after another.
it's enough.
too big a blow for me to handle.
