Retribution DO Exist (Thursday, April 10, 2008 / 11:47 AM)
months ago, bad luck falls.
everything doesn't seems to be going the way i want.
i thought i had moved on.
but no.
i tried to by clinging on #2.
just so that i hope i can get over with #1.
But what had happened?
nothing's working out.
it's even getting worst, like how i felt right from the start.
I know what i'm doing isn't right.
but i continued going wrong.
#1 was all along there, there by my side.
but everything couldnt be seen as i was blinded from the start.
then i felt something.
something i avoided from the beginning.
slowly, i let it wash away all the false feelings i had.
and now.
i realised i had all along used #2 to get over what i avoided.
and yeah.
retribution.
i was being used by #2.
i didnt blame anyone or anything.
neither did i regret any stupidness i had.
tho it was cruel to me and maybe, you.
i took it as a lesson learnt.
im not going to repeat my mistake.
because i believe that you, #1, are the one.
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i told myself to count to ten, back facing the direction you will be coming from.
and told myself, if you appear after my 10 counts, we were meant to be.
and then i started.
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.
i closed my eyes, getting ready for the turn.
.....
.....
.....
And there you are.
right in front of me...
could this be a sign?
or is this fate?
it didnt happen only once.
the next goal into the net, we were meant to be.
also was another situation.
i just couldn't believe this.
maybe, maybe..
we were meant to be.
Love takes two curves, like two people, head to head and toe to toe.
