a chat. (Sunday, June 29, 2008 / 5:52 PM)
had a nice chat with an old friend and realised many things.
i can't say much because im afraid i will say everything.
so yeah.
know something i don't used to know.
realised things i didnt used to see.
all i can say is that you can never find anyone who loves you and who can forgive you as much as i do.
tho people keep saying you can find a better one.
it doesn't usually happens.
many people can say that they love him, they love her.
but the greatest love one can give is after they lose it heavily.
anyone can find a gf easily, love them easily.
but seriously, who can last till the end?
the ones who can last is those who overcome obstacles over obstacles.
crossed mountains of mountains.
and those who ran miles and miles.
i know that chances are not always there.
that is why nobody wanna lose it.
they grab it whenever they have a chance beore it slipped by.
seriously speaking, i dont know if you still loves me.
i dont know if you still wants this.
you seemed to have given all up.
disappointed in everything.
someone told me you need time, you fear.
you want to see the sincere.
you want to get the greatest assurance.
you want me to change for the better.
i know i know and i know.
so here i am.
trying to accept all flaws found in you or maybe all things which i can't accept in the past.
betting, smoking, gambling, drinking.
hot-tempered, no patience, take things slow, don't plan.
you need time, i need time.
but whatever the outcome is, we both know that we once had each other.
we both gave our best.
we both tried hard.
we both overcomed many obstacles.
i really dont want to lose you forever.
