i dont want you to follow my foot step (Wednesday, July 2, 2008 / 8:33 AM)
last time i used to take you for granted.
knew you would come back to me no matter what.
i was mean, harsh and bad bad bad.
then now you wouldn't come back.
i realised i lost someone.
someone i could live till my hair turns white.
someone whom i could rely on till forever.
someone i couldn't live without.
i felt irritated that time when u asked me back.
like how u are feeling now.
i understand.
but im still doing everything i can.
because i want you back.
like how u want me back in the past.
then we dragged for abt 2 months.
and we got together somehow.
we plannned to go on a trip tgt.
planned to spend time tgt.
we go out quite often.
slept over at ur place almost every week.
however, something in me went wrong and i let go again.
i dont know what has happenede to me.
i know i still love you.
just that it's not strong.
and now, i know that you still DO love me.
just that you wish to know someone new.
by searching online or whatever.
but you know what?
it never will work, never will there be an outcome.
trust me.
i was like you now the other time.
now we switched roles and all.
sad to say, you still need time.
but im telling you this.
please dont make the wrong decision and regret.
dont be like me.
what i have learnt is.
never give up on someone.
if you still have that tweeny bit of feelings hanging.
you will never want to give up on tt bit of feelings you have got.
else you will regret some day.
