don't quit. (Thursday, February 21, 2008 / 9:13 PM)
don't quit when the tide is lowest,
for it's just about to turn;
don't quit when the night is darkest,
for it's just a while' till dawn;
don't quit when the hill is steepest,
for your goal is almost night;
don't quit, for you're not a failure,
until you fail to try.
and;
don't quit, for you are already a smoker,
and it's sooner or later you'll die.
read and start LAUGHING!! ( / 6:29 PM)
[q i r u i] --- jas's mum once told me that H-A-T-E is a STRONG word says:
fucker
- jon . than says:
yes?
[q i r u i] --- jas's mum once told me that H-A-T-E is a STRONG word says:
i H-A-T-E u
- jon . than says:
why
- jon . than says:
it is a strong word
had my 4th paper! (Wednesday, February 20, 2008 / 12:36 PM)
today was my 4th paper.
and im finally left with one!
hw great can this be.
let me see...
on fri --
going out with tee yue right after my LAST paper to buy blades!!
before meeting jas, it's departure with yue.
then meeting jas at town then na.
after that we'll meet yue again for CLUBBING!!!
oh my hella god!
juz cant wait man.
ok.
next up..
on sat --
gg out with the rubber.
and if smthing's nt working out as planned, then it's the rubber and gang.
then im gonna get my external hard disk.
plus catching a movie -- ps. i love you
weeeee wuuuuu weeee!!!!!
hahahahahaha.
juz so glad..
heard tt movie's touching and sad.
gonna bring packs of tissue!
next up.
wed -- 27 feb to 29 feb
chalet with DA GALS!!!!!!!oh my oh my oh my god.
we'll prolly have bbq on the 2nd night and night cycling/blading on the 1st nite.
and yue -- pls bring ur blades..
lovesss..
hahaha..
juz cant wait, baby!
we'll then sing , dance, play, tease, shout, scream and gang fight in the night!
playing cards, gossip on others and jump ard the room like it's our house!
yo!! gals.. let's rock the nite man!
i haven planned anything for next sat and sun yet.
so boy, u've got to book..
hahaha..
ah long pte ltd?
u decide.
if only till then they have it.
im ok with it. =))
now turn back to v.day.
gifts i have was chocs by mr. so and so
then also perfume by the boy.
and the best part is the perfume stinks.
sry to sae this.
it's nice, yeah.
but it smells bad~~~
i wont throw it.
keep it as a momento and laugh at u years down the road..
hahahaha.
im mean. =D
one last thing to share.
GOH TEEYUE'S MASTERPIECE!!!
ain't she juz so nice to write it down for me? =((
finally 3 down (Monday, February 18, 2008 / 5:55 PM)
it's like my 3/5 paper today!
so glad tt today's paper has ended.
revising for it was total torture!
had to memorise frm the start not knowing what i was studyin.
no lectures.
no tutorials done.
all copying of answers.
anyway it's over!!!
so glad.
i seriously cant wait for 22 feb, 27-29 feb!!!
clubbing till late.
shiok!
going to sleep and study agn.
student's life.
wad a boring one...
wadeva it is. (Thursday, February 14, 2008 / 9:17 PM)
does saying im nt free for a date = u canot come gv me present??
why do guys juz dun understand.
it's like so common sense.
so straight to the point.
hello mr!
it's surprises tt gals loves.
it's so true that a leopard never changes it spots.
and gou gai bu liao chi shi.
i dont think we are suitable for each other.
SERIOUSLY!
i wont gv u another chance and please do not wait for another one.
because another one will nv come.
it's been so long and u still dun understand me.
even after we broke up u still dun understand.
so whats the point now?
i see no point.
so in short, juz leave.
when i got nothing to do... ( / 1:50 AM)

this is wad i do when im juz feeling so bored while waiting for someone.
it's 7 minutes to 2 am and 12 mins to 2.05 am.
you say u'll fly here around this time.
let's see if you are tt accurate!!
hahahahaha...
im juz too bored.
so please pardon me.
ohhhhhhh...
my darling.....
hahaha..
seriously being too bored.
even when im on the fone talking and chatting.
i think exams is really killing me.
i got a feeling that i wont do as good as i expect.
i haven finished memorising for my sat 9 am paper.
and i haven finished the most impt qns for fri's paper.
v.day? (Wednesday, February 13, 2008 / 3:53 PM)
v.day is coming real soon.
and it's like tml only.
wonder wad's v.day for when everyday is v.day.
so typical when guys buys roses for their gf.
so dumb.
cuz prices are damn damn high.
even worst.
dinner at restaurants.
oh my god.
juz so usual.
if v.day is meant to b special, why is everyone doing the same thing year aft year.
like dinner at jack's place.
roses for u.
oh my god!
tink i'll juz stay hme and prepare for my 2pm paper on the 15th.
it all depends on da mood..
juz so random (Monday, February 11, 2008 / 1:27 PM)
Not in ranking for the below personnel.
my best friends.
- steph
- jas
- na
- yue
- mo gu
my close friends.
- jay goh
is tt all on the list?
wahahaha.
mayb there's still more coming.
but too many makes life difficult.
mayb i will juz search for more interesting ppl.
for eg. the big eye gene who doesn't look at all like himself when he was young.
and also the horse.
the horse that will be out there sailing agn in like less than a month.
hahaha.
Or mayb jon when he finally seriously settle down and get a new gf.
yeah.
so random.
waiting for jas to come over to study.
because she's nt going out already!!
hahahaha.
which means tt i have somebody to accompany.
next.
im so gonna move on.
and i think i have already moved on for a little bit.
found the door with the light.
and am walking towards it real real fast.
tts it.
THE END.
3rd day of CNY (Saturday, February 9, 2008 / 2:22 PM)
im supposed to be like revising for my exams.
but the CNY is somehow still in me.
and i desperately needs someone to come over and pei me.
juz to sit me down and tame me.
hahaha.
and i have successfully invite jas over.
and she'll b over soon.
and i hope it's SOON!!!
hw i wish exams were before CNY.
then i wldn't be in spore now!!
damn.
i will be out there on thestreets shopping for clothes, shoes, bags.
then going for a foot massage aft all the shopping.
then dinner at some restaurant over there!
wad the hell.
i juz hate exams!
esp. exams aft CNY!
it juz sucks can.
i tink i shall juz let go.
nt going to tie on to it.
free myself.
make myself available.
and dun let myself be trapped in smth that can nv b smth.
i have made up my mind on my deadlines.
have made up my mind on wad im going to do!
it's CNY!! (Wednesday, February 6, 2008 / 7:05 PM)
hey yeah!
it's chinese new year now.
and im nt very happy compared to last year.
why why why?
cuz my exams is like after CNY!!!
this is so shi*ty!
nvm abt tt.
shall nt spoil my CNY mood further.
so having a feeling tt everything will be over soon.
i dont know why.
but i juz dun feel secure enough.
mayb these are all my one-sided thinkin.
i dont noe.
mayb i created this whole lot of scene myself.
i dreamt of smth last nite.
smth so sweet.
juz hopes it happens in real life.
but is it possible.
well well well..
let's wait and see.
i bet it's nt even gonna come.
bought loads of stuffs for CNY.
when im onli going out to bai nian for like 2 days.
but who cares!
it means more clothes!!
wahahahahaha.
i so hate it when she cares too much.
or mayb being too nosey.
i juz dun like it.
it's like wad the hell?
it's been like this all along.
wads ur fcuking prob man?
please shut up b4 i gv u 2 tight slap!
ARGH!
bless me new year.
bless me luck.
love luck.
money luck.
and school luck!
i have done it. (Monday, February 4, 2008 / 7:46 PM)
i have confessed.
i have given in.
i canot turn back.
it's either the end or never-ending.
tho i hope it wld b never-ending.
i juz hope it wont end so soon.
exams coming.
more studying time after new year.
which is kinda sucky.
and after that is attachment.
attached to singapore govt of investment corporation (GIC).
at robinson road, capital tower.
heard it's a good company.
hope ppl there will be nice enough to help me thru.
daddy's also attaching.
wonder to where.
hmmm.
i so miss u.
and im still trying to control.