i need more time. (Sunday, April 27, 2008 / 7:05 PM)
i've used this one whole week to think thru.
and i realise im more happy with u as a fren.
i know this is very hurting.
i knw i have hurt u for nt thinking thru wad i really want.
i used this week to test myself.
to test whther i can live w/o u by my side.
to test if all i wanted was a companion.
although im near to gettin an answer for myself.
i still think i need more time.
more time to really get used to not having u around.
this may be hard on u.
but pls look out for the worst answer.
i will seriously tke this time as a last opportunity for myself to think thru.
an i will be very determined once i get the answer for myself.
it's still too early for me to gv u an answer.
i hope u can juz think thru thoroughly too.
and make this a last cool off for us.
either in a bad way or a good way.
it's always better to be hurt for a moment than forever.
i will msg u when i think the time is right and when i really really can be determined.
i dont want to hurt u anymore again.
sorry...(tho it can't help much)
STOP! (Thursday, April 24, 2008 / 2:08 PM)
STOP drinking soft drinks.
They are
NOT SOFT at all!!!
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Artificial SweetenersSoft drinks disguised as "diet soda" or "tonic water" contain calorie-reduced sweeteners such as
aspartame,
acesulfame-K, saccharin or
sucralose.
Aspartame is
200 times sweeter than sugar, so very little is used to sweeten the soft drink. It does enhance the taste of the drink but it also cause numerous adverse side-effects.
-Migraine
-Memory loss
-Emotional disorders
-Blurred vision
-Ringing in the ears
-Heart palpitations
-Shortness of breath.
Acesulfame-K (Ace-K) is
100-200 times sweeter than sugar, with a slight bitter after-taste. Initial tests have indicated that this substance may be carcinogenic. Even though thorough tests are still incomplete, there are reasons to be careful not to ingest this compound as tests on lab animals have shown rapid increase in cancerous tumors.
Saccharin is a non-nutritive sweetener which is
300 times sweeter than sugar.
-Bladder cancer
It is banned in Canada, New Zealand and several European countries.
Saccharin is found to be present in Pepsi Diet, Diet Coke and Diet Sarsi.
A study was done where extracted human teeth were placed in cola drinks. Within two days, the teeth became very soft and the enamel surface lost much of its calcium.
If you think you would brush your teeth after drinking soft drinks, hear this: Brushing your teeth after drinking an acidic soft drink can increase the damage to your tooth enamel, and dissolving down the gum line.
Consider this, phosphoric acid (used in soft drinks) is used for removing rust from chrome and for cleaning automobile battery connectors. (Do a search on Google if you don't believe me!)
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After eating a very full meal, drink a glass of fresh pineapple juice afterwards.
Pineapple is rich in bromelain which aids digestion by breaking down protein.
REMEMBER!!! QUIT SOFT DRINKS!!!
made in singapore!! ( / 12:00 PM)
A picture speaks a thousand words.
Enjoy!
CREDITS: Ms Chan Qi Rui, "Me, Myself and I" =D
CREDITS: Ms Evonne Choo Si Hua, "My Colleague"
WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
The Ah Beng & Ah Seng Story (Tuesday, April 22, 2008 / 2:36 PM)
Ah Beng went to take night courses for the reason in future can get promotion or better job. During work, Ah Beng likes to show off to Ah Seng about his knowledge.
Ah Beng: Ah Seng ah... I've been taking night courses for 3 months already, next week is the exam.
Ah Seng: Oh... Good luck ah.
Then Ah Beng started show off...
Ah Beng: Ok, I test you, who is Graham Bell?
Ah Seng: Don't know
Ah Beng: He is the inventor of phone la... in 1876, see... if you take night courses, you would know this!
Ah Seng: ........................ *speechless*
The next day, Ah Beng shows off again...
Ah Beng: Ah Seng ah... let me ask you, who is Jean Jacques Rousseau?
Ah Seng: Wash your toilet one ah?
Ah Beng: No! He's the author of "Confessions"; nah nah nah... told you already, if you take night courses, you would know this.
Ah Seng: ......................... *speechless + frustrated*
The next day, once again...
Ah Beng: Do you know who Alexander Dumas is?
Ah Seng: Your gay partner?
Ah Beng: Choiii!!! If you don't know don't simply answer la. He's the author of "The 3 Musketeers", if you take night courses, you would know this.
Ah Seng: ....................... *speechless + frustrated + irritated
This time Ah Seng cannot tahan (stand) anymore and ask Ah Beng...
Ah Seng: Eh... Do you know who Ah Kaw is?
Ah Beng: Errrr... No!
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Ah Seng: He's the guy sleeping with your wife!! If you stop night courses, you would know this!!
Ah Beng: ........................ *fainted*
a little closer. ( / 11:59 AM)
i hoped we could make it a deal to have dates twice a week, at least.
it will onli be good for our r/s.
we'll have movies or dinner on weekdays then out on weekends.
that will be the best.
we'll get naughty in the theatre,
and be attentive at the same time.
we'll be obedient when we are out,
and passionate when we are home.
we'll make sure the love between us burns once again.
and then we'll avoid unecessary quarrels and never tear again.
i hope u'll be drunk all night.
i hope u will say things right.
i hope u could make me feel like it's always the first time.
and again.. (Wednesday, April 16, 2008 / 5:59 PM)
i thought.
i wished.
i hoped.
GONE...
never. (Tuesday, April 15, 2008 / 7:50 PM)
i thought, i wished, i hoped.
but...
Gone.
No one.
Nothing.
Speechless.
a quite busy day. ( / 5:09 PM)
today was kinda busy because i went to do filing.
although it isnt wad i do normally.
i still help out today because i juz cant stand rotting at my desk.
when i start rotting, i will tink of stupid things.
sorry about ystd.
was gettin too emotional at the later part.
wad i said wasnt wad i want to sae.
but juz to set u free, i said.
i noe u noe it isnt true.
and i know that wad u said aint true at all.
but smtimes i juz want to hear u sae tt it isnt true u get it?
end of ystd.
today is kinda tiring after tearing the night away.
eyes is damn dry and uncomfortable.
lucky i didnt wear my contact lens.
it's 5.15 now and i hope time will past even faster than ever.
then it's time to sae bye!
tml is work again.
everyday is work again.
having lunch with my colleagues tml.
kinda looking forward to it.
and u know what??
my report is DUE on 24th April.
WIsh Me Luck, Baby.
LOVessss
Have you really changed. (Monday, April 14, 2008 / 2:02 PM)
I don't know why.
But i have started to become very sensitive recently.
Fear that you might cheat on me.
Fear that you have never changed at all.
All that friendster stuffs.
All that MSN thingy.
Just fear that you might keep me in the dark once again.
I can swear and have always sweared that i have never betrayed you.
Either by saying or by doing any thing.
And i can swear that i have never asked anyone to intro or whatsoever.
If one day i really did see anything or hear something,
I guess we will be gone forever.
Now i'm already hanging in the air.
As i have saw something.
And once again, if you really can't change, please don't waste your time.
Find someone who can accept you smoking, accept you asking people to intro, accept you going to night clubs.
I seriously can't face nor handle all these.
free again (Friday, April 11, 2008 / 10:16 AM)
im now free again to blog.
and i have finished reading my second book.
- Marian keyes, Anybody Out There -
The story was nice.
The number one bestseller.
ending was happy.
but i still prefer - PS, i love you -.
liked the writing of the author, cecilia ahern.
LOVE IT!
ystd night was tearing night.
you know what happened.
i shan't say.
It's sad to talk about.
i had done something to help, but u ain't helping yourself.
so is this all i get??
is this where all your promises turn fake?
i don't know what i can do anymore.
Please advise...
Morning human jam as usual.
But today's train from outram park to tanjong pagar wasn't full!!!
and there were these few idiots standing around the door.
freaking unwilling to move into the inner EMPTY space of the train.
Just because they were trying to win the run-for-the-escalator marathon.
What the fuck??
What difference does it make by moving in and by standing at the door, blocking people from outside coming in?
You shites are just being SELFISH!!!
one freaking idiot moved in only after i STARED at her with my BIG eyes.
Lucky she doesn't have coconut head like the others.
Only full of juice.
PISSED ME EARLY IN THE MORNING!! FUCKTARDSSSS COCONUT HEAD!!!
PS: Nutyy is one cute coconut but have no coconut head. =) She's coolllll...
Retribution DO Exist (Thursday, April 10, 2008 / 11:47 AM)
months ago, bad luck falls.
everything doesn't seems to be going the way i want.
i thought i had moved on.
but no.
i tried to by clinging on #2.
just so that i hope i can get over with #1.
But what had happened?
nothing's working out.
it's even getting worst, like how i felt right from the start.
I know what i'm doing isn't right.
but i continued going wrong.
#1 was all along there, there by my side.
but everything couldnt be seen as i was blinded from the start.
then i felt something.
something i avoided from the beginning.
slowly, i let it wash away all the false feelings i had.
and now.
i realised i had all along used #2 to get over what i avoided.
and yeah.
retribution.
i was being used by #2.
i didnt blame anyone or anything.
neither did i regret any stupidness i had.
tho it was cruel to me and maybe, you.
i took it as a lesson learnt.
im not going to repeat my mistake.
because i believe that you, #1, are the one.
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i told myself to count to ten, back facing the direction you will be coming from.
and told myself, if you appear after my 10 counts, we were meant to be.
and then i started.
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.
i closed my eyes, getting ready for the turn.
.....
.....
.....
And there you are.
right in front of me...
could this be a sign?
or is this fate?
it didnt happen only once.
the next goal into the net, we were meant to be.
also was another situation.
i just couldn't believe this.
maybe, maybe..
we were meant to be.
Love takes two curves, like two people, head to head and toe to toe.
6 weeks, months then years. (Monday, April 7, 2008 / 1:29 PM)
What happens after 6 weeks, 6 months and 6 years of a r/s?
read on to find it out and see if it's trueeeee.
Dating process:
6 weeks : I love U, I love U, I love U.
6 months : Of course I love U.
6 years : GOD, if I didn't love U, then why the
hell did I propose?
Back from Work:
6 weeks : Honey, I'm home.
6 months : BACK!!
6 years : What did your mom cook for us today??
Gifts:
6 weeks : Honey, I really hope you liked the ring.
6 months : I bought you a painting; it would fit the motif in the living room.
6 years : Here's the money. Buy yourself something.
Phone Ringing:
6 weeks : Baby, somebody wants you on the phone.
6 months : Here, for you.
6 years : PHONE RINGING.
Cooking:
6 weeks : I never knew food could taste so good!
6 months : What are we having for dinner tonight?
6 years : AGAIN!!!!
Apology:
6 weeks : Honey muffin, don't you worry, Ill never hold this against you.
6 months : Watch out! Don't do it again.
6 years : What's not to understand about what I just said??
New Dress:
6 weeks : Oh my God, you look like an angel in that dress.
6 months : You bought a new dress again???
6 years : How much did THAT cost me?
Planning for Vacations:
6 weeks : How do 2 weeks in Vienna or anywhere you please sound??
6 months : What's so bad about going to Istanbul on a charter plane?
6 years : Travel? What's so bad about staying home???
TV:
6 weeks : Baby, what would you like us to watch tonight?
6 months : I like this movie.
6 years : I'm going to watch ESPN, if you're not in the mood, go to bed, I can stay up by myself he he he
THE END
