WHEN I'M DOWN, I JUST STOP BEING DOWN AND
BE AWESOME!!
suddenly i'm famous
and people know my name

JANELLE CHAN QIRUI
20/10/1989


Janelle: Sweet, smart and happy woman In one word, you might describe Janelle as a(n) "happy" person.

♥My Friends
♥My Family
♥Myself

I love diving with all my heart.
We are not perfect, individually. But we'll be perfect, together.

I'm loved by some, hated by many, envied by most, yet wanted by plenty!

i don't know for sure
where this is going

Adelle
Ee Ting
Evonne a.k.a Bumpkin
Jacinta
Perrine
Stephanie
Yvonne
Impact Wear
thelittletot

don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

Layout: hasta mañana
Inspiration: balloon.s
Fonts: toomunch
Icons: defying affection
Lyrics: Funny Little World
Others: colour codes





Life Goes On, Baby. (Wednesday, May 28, 2008 / 10:54 AM)

Oooh, life goes on, and it's only gonna make me strong
Its a fact, once you get on board say goodbye 'cause you can't go back
Oooh, it's a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at, is my life before me, got this feeling that I can't go back

Life goes on, life goes on, life goes on...

Na na na na na life goes on, na na na na na made me strong
Whoa, yeah
Got a feeling and I can't go back...

To Qirui... (Friday, May 23, 2008 / 10:06 PM)

i always call at the wrong time.
when u are with ur friends.
when u are driving.
when u are sleeping.
when u are bla bla bla.

argh, fine, wadeva.
i guess i'll have to stop calling.
i sldn't make it a habit.
ppl can make friends with their ex.
but i definitely can't.
i can't do it till maybe years later?

this may be the last post im blogging about you.
it just brings back hell loads of memories.
just hope you meet someone better out there.
tho i think i'm still the best.
yeah, wadeva.
who cares what i think.

is my pillow clean?
is my photo still up?
is the book still in one piece?

wadeva.
just forget all that and move on.
move on as happy as u are.

yeah, i am.
and i've got a date next sat.
yes.
i have one.
so why am i bloging abt the past now?
just 4gt and move on.

im going to ktv tml!
can't wait to get crazy with (J_J), (L_L) and the bumpkin!!
hahaha.
then after that im going for a birthday party at a chalet!!!
woo hooo~~
it's gonna be fun, i guess.
=DD

Over and Return? DREAM ON. (Wednesday, May 21, 2008 / 5:51 PM)

I've made up my mind.
I've hurt you deep anough.
Till you are afraid now.

When you are down,
Your friends are those who stood by you.

By not telling me you passed before i asked already shown me all.
Shown me all that i fear to see.
And because of that,
I have made up my mind.

If it's over, never return.

A Date From Me To You ( / 4:10 PM)

-----------A DATE-----------

All i want is a date we can remember forever.
A date that holds our promises.
A date which we believe in.
A date when we both say love.

All i look for is a date we bring to heaven.
A date which makes us move on together.
A date which represents faith in each other.
A date which will stay with us forever.

A date,
We cannot lie about.
A date,
We live with through our life.

A date as simple as it seems,
As loving as can be.

-----------THE END-----------

we are all humans.
we all make mistakes,
be it how stupid.
we learn from all the mistakes,
be it how hard.

but at least we know in our heart,
that we tried to learn,
we tried not to repeat,
and when we finally learnt,
we move on.

that's life.
that's how hard life can be,
and how simple it can also be.
but remember that whatever things you do or decisions you make.
never regret anything.
and most importantly,
learn from your mistake.

just so you won't regret.

end of death (Tuesday, May 20, 2008 / 3:57 PM)

guess you dont wanna enter the misery love again...

Our Fate Has Ended (Sunday, May 18, 2008 / 3:00 AM)

i closed my eyes.
counted down to five for your reply.
if u do, there's still some fate between us.
if not, there isn't.

i said my sentence and open.
it's the end.
our fate has ended.
at that moment.
it has.

IWTSIRMYSM

god, please. ( / 12:52 AM)

fuck la knn la cb la.
!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@!~
u smell something smelly then is i fart ah.
fucker!
i admit i always fart in the room.
but when have i ever denied??!!!
then when i didnt fart u say i fart.
u then fuck ah!
KNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

not being myself lately.
maybe it's cause of the door knocking.
so this is full of shit!
i dont know wad im doing.
either the right way or the wrong one.

i dont know what to say to myself.
how to answer to you.
how to make myself determined.
i always get too chong dong.
i always control.
what can i say.

memories are too much for me to handle.
god, please, can i just knock the wall and lose all memories of me and u.

New Songs (Thursday, May 15, 2008 / 1:59 PM)

Just got quite a number of new songs from my colleague.

Dreamt of you last night.
You told me that you fell for another girl called marissa or something liddat.
Then i was kinda sad.
Then forgot what happen le.
hahahaha.

But if it's in reality,
I will also be a little bit sad.
But definitely more happy that you can find your new love.
=D

Life is so boring lately.
No movies.
No outings.
Friends all got bf.
Friends all watch movie with bf.
ARGH!!!

Why can't i just watch movie alone?
Cause i scared paiseh buy ONE ticket.
HAHAHAHA.
Why can't i just go outing alone?
Imagine having picnic alone???!!!
NAHHHHHZZZ.

HAHAHA..
Life's quite good laaaaaaa...
At least i still have someone to talk to, to crap to.

And you know what?
Some asshole msg-ed me last night saying goodnight.
Like when he don't used to do that.
Ain't he a bastard, friends??

*People who know me and my story will know who i'm talking about*

PS: To the you-know-who, i know who i can call a BEST friend. And you are no longer on the list. Because i have seen through you. Not because you chose to leave in the end. It's the way you handle things. You call yourself a man? I don't think you should. And please, you don't help people to think. Please don't make presumptions. You think i will be so stupid to go in front of your beloved and say we had something on? I'm not as dumb as you are to ASK people not to call me for gatherings whenever your beloved is there and tell them not to tell me you said such a thing, ok?

Something on the good side: I may be watchig movie this friday and i can't wait for the stay over this weekend and the KTV next sat!!!!!

So gonna have fun with the leftover $100.
=D

My Last Words. (Tuesday, May 13, 2008 / 9:26 AM)

Hi, My one and only, 這麼多天沒見
可是我總想起你的聲音在我耳邊
今天心情好嗎 是否不愉快
要一切都看得開 世界沒有太壞
雖然不在你身邊 我的心有一條線
戀著你 牽著你
好想你 想到願意相信
我就閉上了眼睛 你在這裡
別忘記 我們的約定
一直都在我心裡 不管你在哪裡
不要忘了我有多麼愛你

不要忘了吃飯 不管有多忙
不要忘了開車時候一定要往前看
其實我真的很快樂
有你一直守侯
一直走到了以後都挽著你的手
雖然不在你身邊 但我在你心裡面
我願意 等著你
好想你 想到不能呼吸
想到沒什麼力氣 沒有關系
你別忘記 我們的約定
我一直在這裡 別忘了我有多麼愛你

Movies I Wanna Watch (Tuesday, May 6, 2008 / 5:16 PM)

So may movies coming up.
and i also have so many movies to catch.

wanna watch:
speed racer
made of honour
what happens in vegas
over her dead body
you don't mess with the zohan
drillbit taylor
prom night
wall-e
sex and the city

haha..
how i wish tickets can drop from the sky!!
hahah..
what a wishful thinking.
im dreaming again..
im working.
drinking chocolate and surfing the net.
juz to lazy to do filing today.
shall do it tml.

hope we can have a gathering real soon!!!!