Mahjong Craze (Sunday, August 31, 2008 / 6:49 AM)
think im having bad bad bad luck at gambling.
it just sucks and i cant figure out why.
i lost ten bucks today.
and to STEPH!!
what te hell?
the world is being too cruel.
HAHA.
my luck's just damn damn freaking bad.
and im now blogging cause i have got nothing to do.
waiting for my mum to call me to go pray.
why did i even promise her in the first place.
F*CK.
i'm freaking tired.
i keep crapping.
i know it's random.
now i miss bumpkin choo.
HAHA.
and i think i dont wana get a laptop anymore.
just so ma fan.
here and there.
IM FUCKING PISSED BY IT.
DAMN.
mood's in a craze nowadays.
and im tired...
=DD (Thursday, August 21, 2008 / 5:11 PM)
wow wow wow.
today's damn busy.
now damn slack.
going out this friday and heading home to play WII again.
IM GONNA BEAT YOU THIS TIME ROUND.
HAHAHAHA.
as i was freakingly free just now i calculated my total pay for these 2 months with about 10 days of leave. HAHA.
and it totalled to about $1,600.
Think it's damn little.
after slogging for like 2 months.
ok, shan't exaggerate.
it's about 30 days of work.
still gotta treat na to jack's place and gonna buy fossil watch.
so many things left undone.
still have facial appointment.
ARGH!
im still thinkin how much should i give my mother.
$100 to her is nothing.
She've got more than that.
F*CK.
how i wish she gives me $100 MORE every month.
HAHAHAHA.
Anyway, can't wait for 17 Sept!!!!
Days im looking forward to.
- Friday
- Saturday
- Sunday
- sept 2
- sept 8
- sept 17 - 21
- 30 SEPT, LAST DAY OF WORK!!!!!
LOVESSSS
can't wait for the weekends!!! (Monday, August 11, 2008 / 8:12 PM)
Work today is the same.
As boring without you guys.
no maxwell to go to.
no gym.
no freaking nice desserts.
ARGH!!!
can't wait for my work to end.
can't wait for sept 4 to come.
FUCK IT! it's coming!
For that $1,000.
i WILL STAY!
next.
i tink tt everything is different.
the hugs, the kisses.
i dont feel anything now.
it's like a fake feeling.
i don't like it.
guess i don't miss you anymore.
needless to say love.
=D
can't wait for this sat and sunday's work!
it's a day to know more and more people!
gonna look my best!
LOVEEE.
First and last day of work. (Thursday, August 7, 2008 / 11:13 PM)
1st august was the last day of the internship.
really cant bear to leave.
it wasn't for the work, the drinks, the always-clean toilet and the BEST environment.
it was for you, MY FRIENDS.
I will miss those times we went to the gym.
miss those times we took many pictures in there.
miss those times we talked things out at 36.
miss those times we took things from 39.
miss those times we go pantry together.
miss those times we go hunting for the small white rabbit.
miss those times we gossip over sex dolls.
miss those times verne came out of no where.
miss those short tea-breaks we had in the room.
miss those times we leave office for home tgt.
miss those "by-right-is-one-hour" lunch.
I WILL MISS ALL ALL ALL.
first day at a new environment was bad for me.
it wasn't happy.
i had no one to say GOOD MORNING to.
had no one to ask to go patry with me.
had no one to CRAP CRAP CRAP with me.
i was all alone.
i cried.
i miss the friendship.
i felt so lonely w/o you people.
i felt so alone.
so individual.
you people made my attachment colourful.
you made my day.
tho sometimes im not happy cause i moody laaaaaa..
HAHA.
but it was you guys who made me feel like going to work every single day.
this is what i call friendship.
and yes, thanks to bumpkin.
i cried again when i saw your post.
you retarded bumpkin, redundant sentence "hope you cry when you see this" and OH, THIS IS SO RANDOM!!!!
HAHAHA.
We all know this joke.
it's what we understand, our frequency.
and verene,
no worries.
i still miss disturbing you and your sean sean.
HAHA.
or u want ah liang ge.
WAHAHA.
don't miss me too much.
cause im missing you SO SO MUCH.
random right?
LOL!
i miss tickling you when i walk passed.
missed teasing you every single day.
missed the "want go toilet/pantry" invite.
missed the way you disturb my hair's peace.
It's nothing but miss.
and PLEASE COME OUT FOR OUTING YOU IDIOT!
Im angry already!
GAHAHAHA!
i just love you all.
About me ( / 10:52 PM)
I am a very indecisive person.
a very fickle-minded girl.
one moment i can say this and the next moment im doing that.
i can say i miss u now.
but who knows what might happen tml.
i may say sorry, i think we should keep a distance.
this is me.
i hate being like that.
it just shows that i dont know what i want.
it just shows that im bad.
at work, i can say to myself today that im good.
tml i will say its bad and im going to quit tml.
but tml, it's another story.
it's never-ending.
with friends, i can say i wanna come out now.
but if u say later and it's a few hours later.
who knows, i might say im tired to go anywhere.
in conclusion, i just dont know what i want.
it's ur birthday ystd.
it feels weird not bringing you the cake this year.
feels weird not to be by your side.
feels even weirder that you won't be seeing me on that day.
it's been 6 months since our last break up.
2 months since we last met.
hmmmm, how time flies.
soon, i will be a graduate from a local uni.
HA HA HA.
i hope you had an enjoyable birthday.
hope your wishes came true.
hope you will be happier than the past.
and i will tell you that i am.
=D
so let's smile together and move on.
being single makes me happy.
single means no quarrels, no anniversary to think about.
no time is needed to be shared.
no unhappiness in any things.
being single gives me all the freedom and time i need.
and i would say that i'm,
SINGLE
BUT NOT AVAILABLE.
Anyway, happy birthday to you...IMU
*PISSED* (Saturday, August 2, 2008 / 9:18 PM)
some people are just fuckers.
