first, the change of car sucked. then the practice at slope sucked. then the parallel parking sucked. then the vertical parking sucked.
guess im onli good at 's' and 'crank' course. which obviously wont make me pass.
so now, im trying to gain back all my confidence for my test which falls on 9th Jan. i really really dun wish to fail. but im afraid i will. i know it's no big deal failing once. not another problem failing twice. ahhh... nvm.
anyway, grey's anatomy rocked! im like totally addicted to it. and after grey's, im watching gossip girls. everyone's going GAGA over it. i should too. HAH.
ok, 2009 is coming. i have only one resolution. and that is to pass my driving test on the 9th Jan. i really dun wish to fail. and i know i have to practice REAL HARD. and i mean R E A L hard.
well, it's luck i need too, i guess. oh ya! he drew me a christmas card on christmas eve. haha. it's cute with santa and reindeer. and a hand-written merry x'mas at the top of the card. LOVE IT...=DD
I feel so fortunate to have you. (Sunday, December 21, 2008 / 10:05 PM)
to you.
it's fried rice you cooked today. and it was yummy! i love to disturb you when u are cooking. cause you are so serious. =D
every weekend with you is meaningfull. tho time is little, we dun complain. but we make full use of it. cause wad we want is to be able to be tgt as long as possible. till sunday night comes.
whenever i want water, you would get it for me. whenever i occupied 2/3 of the bed, you would not push me back to half. im so happy so happy so happy to have you.
you would try to compromise everything. try to mke me understand right from wrong. try to make me happy when im down.
and you would never fail to say goodnight. you would always say that you love me. always give me the attention. you love to snore and disturb and i love you to love that. =D
and today, you wore your new uniform. you looked so smart. and now, you've promoted. i love my navy boy!
next, danzation 2008 was great!!! the show was superb! dance moves were WOO!!!!! oh my. they all looked so handsome and pretty! haha. and yvonne, i think u sld just STOP STUDYING! =D
Some random pics on our way to Danzation 2008!!
To Mr. Goh Jie Bin! Da Tou Lao (Saturday, December 20, 2008 / 12:11 PM)
sat, 13/12 was a memorable day. the porridge you cokked for me was superb. it's one thing that can never be bought. and i love it! thanks.
then dinner at keppel followed by cocktail. ok, i sucked when it comes to alcohol. ha. bet you know how suck i am at it. but that night was really beautiful. even the moon was nearly full. i will never forget it. thanks, my dear.
and then movie at gold glass. really. never expected it. the screen was damn big and seats were comfortable. esp when im in ur arms. =D
and now, im missing u so much. i just have to wait for friday again.
ROCKS!!!! (Thursday, December 11, 2008 / 1:16 AM)
just finished grey's anatomy season two. IT'S FUCKING FUCKING NICE!!!!! oh my... i hate joseph. hate him for introducing grey's anatomy to me. hate him for lending the disc to me. hate him for being such a nice, good and excellent friend. hate him for making me so addicted to grey's anatomy. ARGHHHHH!!!!!!
and im going to hate to get season three from you!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!! oh my... it just rocks. why did denny have to die. why can't Derek and Meredith say that they love each other. why can't Cristina be less cold blooded. why why why. it's never-ending. i just love the show to the max. ok, it outwin you for a few hours. =D
haha... i srsly can't wait for the next season. GOD!
finally (Wednesday, December 10, 2008 / 12:44 AM)
finally it's my last paper later. and ystd was a bad bad day. first, had food poisoning at night after dinner. then couldn't sleep cause wasn't feeling well. keep wanting to shit and vomit. went to bed at 12 but slept at 2 plus. and have to wake up at 7 to study for my core module.
and wad's the best thing? i got the wrong time for my paper. it's supposed to be 11 am. i thought it was 11.30 can!!!! then i reached at 11.10am and was shocked to see everyone doing their paper. i was SHOCKED!
i was so happy that i was early for the paper. but in fact, im LATE!! how stupid can i be.
and then i got back home after my paper today and slept at 2pm. guess wad?!!?! my alarm didnt ring!!!! so i slept all the way to 8pm!!! and my paper tml, i have not studied. DAMN.
waking up at 7 tml to finish studying for the LAST PAPER!!!! wish me luck.
back in camp (Monday, December 8, 2008 / 9:14 PM)
and u are back in camp. the days spent with you on weekends and public holidays are very memorable.
the warmth from your hugs. the love from your goodnight kisses. all of it makes me feel so alone when u are not around. the misses grows whenever you leaves.
and i'll continue to miss you cause u are the only one i miss so much. all i want for christmas is this friday...
two more paper. (Sunday, December 7, 2008 / 11:50 PM)
im so happy. cause wed is the end of common test. i know i didnt really study very hard. and am really freaking pissed off for CLAW paper. cause at the last minute, i saw the answer in the textbook. however, i onli managed to get max 2 marks from it. FUCK. if only i have 5 minutes. i'll make sure i get 5/8 for that question. DAMN
so tired now. going to sleep soon. and you are just right beside me playing your game. AH! u looked so relax. how i wish i dun have to study, dun have to work. but still have money to eat and spend and tour the world. wow wow wow. how nice it would be.
ok, im sleeping. STOP PLAYING YOUR GAME AND GET TO BED!!!! haha.
i wish to be there (Wednesday, December 3, 2008 / 10:13 PM)
it's so painful. painful to hear that u are in pain. even more painful to not being able to do anything. all i can do is to just listen. listen to ur pains.
it's not that i don't want to listen. im very willing to. i just can't bear to hear you be in so much pain. and yet you still have 2 more tough days to go.
i don't know what i can do. all i can give you now is my listening ear. i really wish i can be there to help you ease the pain.
Let me love you. ( / 8:13 PM)
You're just too good to be true. Can't take my eyes off you. You'd be like Heaven to touch. I wanna hold you so much. At long last love has arrived And I thank God I'm alive. You're just too good to be true. Can't take my eyes off you.
Pardon the way that I stare. There's nothing else to compare. The sight of you leaves me weak. There are no words left to speak, But if you feel like I feel, Please let me know that it's real. You're just too good to be true. Can't take my eyes off you.
I love you, baby, And if it's quite alright, I need you, baby, To warm a lonely night. I love you, baby. Trust in me when I say: Oh, pretty baby, Don't bring me down, I pray. Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay And let me love you, baby. Let me love you.
You're just too good to be true. Can't take my eyes off you. You'd be like Heaven to touch. I wanna hold you so much. At long last love has arrived And I thank God I'm alive. You're just too good to be true. Can't take my eyes off you.
I love you, baby, And if it's quite alright, I need you, baby, To warm a lonely night. I love you, baby. Trust in me when I say: Oh, pretty baby, Don't bring me down, I pray. Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay.. So let me love you, baby. Let me love you.
just bear with it a little more. ( / 1:43 PM)
today is wednesday. time is passing so slow. and i havent been studying much. i cant seem to sit down for hours and study hard. i will write my notes for half an hour then walk around the house. then i will come back after 5 minutes. so tempted to use the net. then start studying again.
it's so difficult to study alone. it's even more difficult to study on a rainy and cooling day. so feel like sleeping. and it's going to be 2pm soon. i have to finish this last chapter of audit. and also have to finish 2 chapters of tax. DAMN!
all before 6.30pm. i have HAVE to memorise my audit tml for the paper on fri!! so excited. which means yu are coming out already!! and which means it's nearer to next week. which means my paper is ending soon!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAH!!! i want my holidays back! i want them all back... i want to go overseas and relax. i need and i have to. i want to go diving!!!
used? (Tuesday, December 2, 2008 / 10:55 PM)
you said im used to him. i agree. maybe it's because of the years we had. maybe it's because im purely used to it.
i know u dun like. if i were in ur shoes i wouldn't like it either. so, i think i understand.
i need more time. it's not something i can compromise overnight. i know u understand and is willing to compromise the time too. thanks.
i will do my part cause i cherish. life w/o you is torturingly-bad.
study week (Monday, December 1, 2008 / 5:24 PM)
It's 2 months next week! and best is u might be able to come out on thurs!! excited...
i LOVE my weekends now. LOVE THEM. cause i will be with you.
now, i miss my friends too. been long since i saw coconut na na. and also the freakingly noisy and can never turn off radio jasss. we shall meet up after our exams alright?? let's go for a dinner, mahjong mahjong and more mahjong!!! then we can go pub and club... HA HA HA. but we'll have to leave steph all alone. haiz.
