yeah!!! graduation! (Thursday, February 26, 2009 / 11:42 PM)
Zac the baby boy is so cute.. ok.. which baby ain't cute.. haha.
all they have to do is to eat sleep and play. they dun have to make impt decisions. they dun have to think of anything or anybody. they cry when they are hungry. smile and laugh when they are happy. so carefree...
it's my time to make decisions now.. very impt decisions. decisions about the future.. hate to think of it whenever i start to think of it. it just sucks..
anyway, darling is coming back tml!!! can't wait.. haven been tokin to him for two days. not even able to msg.. how sad it is. haiz. but but but.. tml he'll be back!!! and we will start watching THE SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE!!! and i'm graduating in 11 hours time!! WISH ME LUCK..
LOVE.
OH.. Baby Zac...HA HA HA!! (Wednesday, February 25, 2009 / 8:01 PM)
Baby Zac only understand Baby's language.. HAHA.. Never fails to make us laugh.. =D
Please click play on the top video to view and start laughing and say, AWWW...Fucking CUTEEE!!! hahaha.
argh...2 MORE PAPERS!!!! (Tuesday, February 24, 2009 / 11:25 PM)
it's like the last second paper tml. and u know what? i'm already enjoying my long holidays.
i am so easily distracted by the net. esp tom365. thanks ah, jasss. haha.
and then i am so distracted by my friends on holidays. i so want to have fun tgt with them. so want to go out and mahjong till late night. so want to wake up damn late next morning. then dun need to worry abt studying early tml morning. ARGH!!!
i cant wait for friday to come!!!
and ya, he went over to pulau something for his dive thing. i will be alone for these 2 days. alone as in nobody to talk to at night. so ya.. and also, to message to a phone which will never gv me replies for these 2 days.
anyway, i have to study for my exams. so, well. it doesn't matter.
oh ya. please dun worry and think so much ok, darling. i wun allow tt person to do anything to me. i can protect myself too!! =D
FIRST PAPER. (Friday, February 20, 2009 / 12:02 PM)
ok, today is my first paper. all the best to myself!!!!
GOOD LUCK!!!
stressssss.........
FOCUS!!!! ARGHHHHH ( / 12:28 AM)
im actually quite bored with this layout. should i change? should i not? i always do this kinda bo liao stunt during exams period.
I DON'T HAVE MUCH TIME!!!!!
just a simple hug can make me smile. (Thursday, February 19, 2009 / 4:17 PM)
im so glad u came over ystd. just nice u have nights out. heaven's will...
thanks. i feel so much better. feel so loved. feel u beside me, warming me up, keeping me calm. i love you.
changes to blogger. (Wednesday, February 18, 2009 / 6:51 PM)
did some changes to my blog. as u all can see.
this is to remind myself of the friends i have. to remind myself that i live for myself. to remind myself that whatever people say, it won't bother me.
at least i have true friends. at least i have people who loves me. at least i have my families.. at least i'm living happily.
and that is what matters.
On Valentine's Day... (Monday, February 16, 2009 / 5:52 PM)
14th February 2009 falls on Saturday. which is good.. because my bf books out on Firday the 13th! Although we couldn't celebrate our monthly anniversary on the 12th Feb, We postponed the celebration to 14th Feb, tgt with v.day! it was his turn to plan for this big day.
and guess wad. Although his plans were like half ruined.. [because of all three places he planned, i have been to two and he doesn't know. so he doesn't get to see me cry...] but, i still am very happy and excited and am proud to say that this is the best v.day i have ever had.
i don't need flowers to brighten up my day. neither do i need huge bears and toys to see my smile. all i need is just a simple yet sincere plan. all i need is a day for the both of us. rid of all quarrels and arguments. peace and happiness is all we need.
so, wads for v.day this year? first, i made him flowers..[it's my first and last time i will be doing it, so cherish it..haha] then i pasted pictures on the wall in his room beside the switch. then i bought him an a/x shirt and placed it on his bed and the flower above.. then lastly, i made a card. [in front is a picture of us holding hands and inside is an A4 page full of my writings. and of cuz some pictures in it.]
initially my plan was to put everything in place in his room before he comes back from camp. but but but... he booked out earlier than wad i expected. so, that plan ruined.. then to plan B. he went to bathe, so i took the chance and put everything properly and ta dah! he went in switch on the lights and off it again. WONDER WADS THAT FOR...HAHA.
i did surprise him in a way or another. and i think that he was happy, touched and feel so fortunate.. HAHAHAHA..
then later at night, i went home. that night i did my application so he was kinda lucky i didn't go to bed immediately. i found out that he had left his bank book with me so i msged him and minutes later he called and said that he needs it immediately. so i believed.. and went down..
at that moment, i was shocked. surprised. happy. excited. touched. every happy emotions came.. and this was wad i saw.
it was placed right outside my house on the grass under the trees. it was beautiful. yeah, ok. i cried because i was so happy. i thought he went to prata. but actually he went to get stuffs to surprise me. thanks darling.
then on 14th Feb. his plans were ruined because he thought i have not been to Mint Museum of Toys. so we went to Miss Clarity Cafe. But he didnt' know that i have been there too. ya..so he was kinda disappointed.. and he looked like this.
haha. he was just disappointed because he wanted to go to places I have never been to. anyway, it doesn't matter whether i have or have not been to that place. wad matters is that u have planned the day with your heart and that we have not been there tgt. we create memories of us there. aft all my niam niam niam.. he looks better. LIKE THIS!!
at least not as vulgar la.... hahahaha.. after duno wad he's thinking about...
he finally felt so much better..and srsly. the night activity is the best.EVER.
he had chicken dont know what..his chicken was not bad though. with mushrooms in the middle.
and i had fish something one..i think the fish was not bad..better if there's fries. =D
Then we went to Mint Toys. and guess wad, there is this guest book and we saw joanne and heming's writing! it was so coincidental! then i wrote beside them. HAHA
i told him im 100% sure it was joanne's writing. then he said cannot be. i recognize her writing!!!!! so we called and confirm guarantee chop! =D im clever....haha.
IN THE LIFT.
HE AND HIS TIN TIN CHILDHOOD...
WE SAW THE ULTRA GENE!!!
DIDN'T KNOW FELIX THE CAT WAS SO UGLY...LOOK SO ABNORMAL. HAHA.
I THINK THIS IS DAMN CUTE. DON'T MIND DRIVING THIS THOUGH. WE, WHILE QUEUEING FOR A CAB TO...
ok.. so wads the night activity.. ah huh!!!! don't any-o-how think ah.. i know how dirty Jacinta's brain is.. WAHAHAHAHA.. am i right, JASSS? =D
anyway, he brought me to this quiet place.. ha ha ha.. What R u thinking again, JASSS? we went to Dempsey Hill!! It was nice. Quiet, i like. Greenish with trees everywhere.. We reached there early at about 6pm. Dinner was at 7. so we walked around..legs tired you know.
THIS IS OLNY A SMALL PART OF DEMPSEY HILL..
DON'T KNOW WHAT RESTAURANT BUT IT WAS NICE..
AND THIS IS DEMPSEY HILL. RECOMMENDED!! DRIVE THERE EARLY TO GET A PARKING LOT. CAB FARE AIN'T CHEAP AH..
then we walked and walked, sit and talk. and we saw parrots, we saw couple, we saw furniture shops. we saw many many.. oh..i saw gays...=D
then at about 7, we went to this restaurant.
GUESS WHAT RESTAURANT?
NICE IF OUR SEATS WERE OUTDOORS..BUT IT WAS FULLY BOOKED.
IT WAS PS.CAFE. I WENT TO THE ONE AT TANGLIN THE OTHER TIME. BUT THIS OUTLET WAS A DIFFERENT ONE. THE MENU IS DIFF AND THE STAFF WERE LESS HANDSOME. HAHA. ANYWAY, THE AMBIENCE, I WOULD GIVE IT A 5/5. THE FOOD? NAH.. 3/5 I GUESS.. IT WAS SPECIAL AND UNIQUE..SIMILARLY, THE ONES AT TANGLIN HAD SPECIAL TASTE..BUT IT BORES ME VERY FAST..
AS USUAL I TAKE VERY LONG TO CHOOSE WAD I WANT TO EAT. INDECISIVE..
HE'S FAST, SO HE LOOKED AROUND..
BEFORE HE TOOK THIS, HE ASKED ME TO PAISEH MYSELF THIS ONE TIME. SMILE. AND THERE COMES THE FLASH.. EVERYONE KNOWS HE'S TAKING A PHOTO OF ME. =D THANKS AH..
THANKS DARLING...I LOVE THE DAY..
The times together. (Sunday, February 15, 2009 / 6:04 PM)
friendship is priceless. times tgt are forever.
study study study again (Monday, February 9, 2009 / 8:52 PM)
i cant wait for exams to end.. then i can go taiwan asap!! then i can go for my advanced diving. THEN WE CAN DIVE TGT!!!
i guess i dun even need oxygen.. i know u'll provide me with those. =D
am gg to yue hse to study now. i just cant start on myself. DAMN!!!
v.day soon.. (Sunday, February 8, 2009 / 11:58 PM)
v.day is coming soon.. where will i be going? hmmmm... it's a surprise for you and meeee...
oh ya.. i can go for taiwan this march!!!!! yippee ya ya!!!
a new memory - b e a u t i f u l (Tuesday, February 3, 2009 / 7:00 PM)
[At Images of Singapore]
It's our small little secret place...niceee
Ohhhh... It's the Merlion!! The view will be damn nice if IR builds up. Must go after IR stands. But it will be damn expensive. =D
My Darling..
Lastly, at night, Songs of the Sea!!! WONDERFUL..
The view of Sentosa. Pretty right..
LOVE YOU LOADS...
"HUH" is the fucking word! (Monday, February 2, 2009 / 11:23 PM)
i realy don't know what i can do.. im trying and that's all i can say.. i will keep trying.. but i don't know if it will work.. it sucks.. really sucked..
only the two of us... ( / 12:06 AM)
i will never forget the memories we made for each other. its the misses i will have.. the love i will not forget.. the time i will cherish..
and whatever u choose to do, i will be there for you.. to support you.. so, what matters is to choose the path you want.
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it's time we friends meet up soon before exams come!! and to you.. i'm sorry if i wasn't by your side when you needed me that night. i don't know if i was the one you were referring to.. but anyway, i'm sorry.
i don't wanna make any promises here. but i will try my best to be there the next time you need me. at least i will try to ask..
and i hope you can open up more.. don't keep everything within you. it will kill you. and we don't want to see nor hear you cry to sleep. cause we care...
i'm blogging about this cause i care for you, my best friend.